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  1. Public Bookmark 89

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    In light of an eviction notice, Satoru and Suguru make a plan to bring in extra cash.

    The plan is porn.

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    16 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Satoru wants to ask what's wrong, but raises his gaze to Suguru's to find them forehead to forehead, to find Suguru's eyes wide and desperate and pleading and trusting, staring up at him, and his voice leaves him.

    "No, please," Suguru croaks, barely audible. "Hold me." He requests, voice smaller than any of him ever is.

    God, if the bloody muscle of Satoru's heart was made of anything firmer, it would have cracked. He sinks immediately down further against Suguru, chest to chest, and plenty of the strength of his thrusts has to be sacrificed but Suguru doesn't seem to mind and fuck, neither does he. He breathes: "Suguru," once, broken and surprised,

    Then twice, "Suguru," not calling to him for an answer but calling to him in prayer.

    Then “Suguru, Suguru, Suguru," a couple more times, because he can't think of any other words.

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    Or: There are still nights Suguru comes back from missions feeling bits and pieces of that old hopelessness that almost swallowed him once. Satoru's older, now, though, knows how to pick him back up together, how to get him out of his head.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    "I can't go on like this, anymore, Satoru."

    His voice doesn't crack and neither does his expression, but to Satoru, it sounds broken and tired all the same; It sounds like it was heavy to force the words out, his eyes clouded by a haze that could only be bloodthirsty; It sounds like it's taking effort to keep himself steady, rational. Satoru wonders for how long has Suguru felt this way. The anger in his chest lets up for something more like grief.

    "I know," He says, suddenly softer. "So just trust me, for tonight, at least. Let me think of something. Something smarter than burning down a village in the middle of nowhere."

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    13 Jul 2026

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    "What?" Satoru laughs "Picture so it lasts longer?"

    Suguru shrugs, putting his phone back into his pocket. "We'll eventually forget what the place looks like bare."

    Satoru smirks a little, almost fondly, like Suguru's being sentimental, so Suguru supposes it's good he didn't add, maybe I'll eventually forget what you look like, nineteen and with your head caught flame in a sunbeam. So I’m just making sure.

    Or: Their new place tastes like freedom and youth, and yet all Suguru does is want, and want, and want.

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    11 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    It festers in him and drives him mad slowly. The memory of Satoru begging, the feel of his waist in Suguru’s arms, his body in his lap, his lips on him.

    If Suguru used to think about his best friend a lot, now it’s blown past any semblance of rationality.

    You taste good, Satoru had slurred into his neck. Suguru dreams about it probably every night. Probably, every night he dreams of the way Satoru sounds when his voice breaks on a moan, when his lips let past a plea.

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    Satoru seems fine to keep on living as they always have, even after they'd damn-near almost hooked up, coming back home from a party. Suguru has wanted him for so long, that one taste sends him spiraling.

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    11 Jul 2026