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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    Tentang seberapa berartinya seorang Nakula Nalendra bagi kembarannya.

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    23 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 79

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    Dazai once asked Chuuya what it felt like, when Corruption takes over.
    “It hurts,” he’d said. “Burns all over. I used to panic a little, cause I know there’s nothing I can do to stop it until it’s over.”

    He holds his wrist out over Chuuya’s mouth, the blood gathering and bowing off his broken skin. Chuuya wraps his hands around Dazai’s arm and drags the cut to his mouth. Dazai gasps when he sucks at it like a vampire.
    It can’t amount to the pain, the blood loss, everything his love endured for him. It’s much too meagre a payment for that. But at least he can offer some of his own pain, his own blood, in return. It’s hardly atonement, but, perhaps it’s reciprocation—a sufficient offering. Anything that brings him closer to knowing Chuuya’s pain, oh it pleases him.

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    17 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 91

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    "Soukoku... doesn't work... if one half is missing."
    "...it's cold out here, Osamu."

    In a world where Dazai Osamu rules the Port Mafia from a pitch-black tower, Nakahara Chuuya is merely his strongest, most resentful weapon. Four years of absolute obedience, unspoken betrayals, and suffocating silence have left them as nothing more than a ruthless Boss and his chained subordinate.

    Dazai has spent years orchestrating a flawless, bloody master plan to keep a certain someone alive, relying on the fact that Chuuya hates him enough to survive the fallout. But when Dazai sends his Executive directly into the jaws of the White Dragon with strict orders not to use his ability, the board flips. Dazai is about to learn exactly what happens when you push a god to the brink, and Chuuya is about to prove that he would rather bleed out than disobey a direct order.

    Or: The Beast AU where Chuuya gets trapped in the Draconian Room, and Dazai’s perfectly calculated universe violently falls apart over a single phone call.

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    10 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    It was one of those days where Chuuya felt a little more exhausted than usual. After Dazai’s departure from the port mafia, he found himself increasingly taking on more work beyond what he could handle. He discovered that pushing himself to the bone helped him repress Arahabaki to the darkest recceses of his mind. There was little more he cherished.

    He just wanted a way to escape the nightmare that threatened at fracturing his skull, that worked at tormenting him day by day, prying and plucking at his insecurities until his body felt more like a vessel than human.

    In short, an alternate reality where Chuuya is suicidal.

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    05 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    Living with Chuuya Nakahara has always made life easier for Osamu Dazai. In a home carefully built around Dazai’s blindness, Chuuya makes sure he never feels fragile, turning every corner into safety and every routine into comfort. But one careless morning changes everything. A dropped piece of laundry, one wrong turn, and Dazai stumbles into shattered glass, left bleeding and disoriented in a house that was supposed to protect him. As Dazai struggles to explain himself through the pain, he’s met not with anger—but with Chuuya’s silence, and the sound of his boyfriend breaking apart at the sight of the person he swore to keep safe.

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    05 Jul 2026