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  1. Public Bookmark 29

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    Chuuya creaks the door open, scared of what he could find, but he has to remember this is Dazai. 

    There are a lot of things he could and could not find.

    But instead of finding bloody bandages, a limp body, pills scattered on the floor… he finds a still being, one under two of their softest blankets, shaking.

    Shaking, not crying, not making a sound, just shaking. 

    (Modern Soukoku, chronic illness, panic attacks, hurt/comfort, fluff)

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    When he thinks back on it now, what Dazai remembers the most is how listless he was. He hadn’t cried. He hadn’t felt anything. It had felt more like following a line of thought to its natural conclusion—what happens if I do this?

    He remembers the sensation registering dimly, more pressure than pain at first, and the strange disappointment when it didn’t immediately turn into something bigger, something clarifying. He remembers the blood, too, sticky and warm and everywhere.

    The adults around him had panicked in a way that made no sense to him, voices rising, hands shaking, someone yelling his name like it mattered. Dazai had watched it all from a careful distance, mildly confused by the urgency, wondering why this was what finally made them react.

    or: Rain makes it worse. The migraines leave Dazai half-blind, nauseous, and barely verbal. Chuuya comes to yell at him and instead finds something he wasn’t supposed to see.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day nine - Old injuries (Alt)

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    18 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Dazai is the Lord of Dreams, the ancient weaver of sleep’s illusions—granting visions, birthing nightmares, and haunting humanity’s nights with effortless indifference. To him, mortals are fleeting sparks, brief and dull.

    Until one human dares to ask for the impossible: to live forever.

    Chuuya’s wish disrupts the stillness of Dazai’s realm, catching the god’s attention in a way no dreamer ever has. And so begins an impossible bond—every hundred years, the two meet again within the shifting landscapes of dreams, where time bends and eternity listens.

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    18 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Dazai almost relapses, Chuuya stops him, it's mainly fluff

    Happy birthday Dazai <3

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    14 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    dazai goes nonverbal for a day but chuuya will always understand him no matter what.

    a short drabble of chuuya pampering dazai like a baby

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    14 May 2026