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    Shane gasped and stumbled backwards. “Three weeks? You decided-” his hands flew to his mouth. “How could you do this without talking to me? This is what? To punish me because I won’t come out on your timeline?”

    Ilya felt a stab of anger. “You won’t come out on any timeline!”

    Shane blinked at him. “I literally drove here tonight because I wanted to know if you would accept six to twelve months!” 

    “A timeline,” he barked. “This is our lives, Shane. I want to be with you fully now. I know you are scared, but you need to be brave, and I am so deeply fucking unhappy being your dirty little secret.”

    “That’s not fair Ilya, it’s going to be complicated for me. I’m already the only Asian captain in the league! The media, sponsors, the Voyageurs? It’s going to need to be carefully managed-”

    Or: After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya loses faith in the idea that Shane will come out quickly and decides to make a wild move and agrees on a trade to Vancouver. Can these two idiots in love find their way back to each other?

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    15 Jun 2026

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    How do you fight jealousy, envy, and possessiveness when it’s a unilateral war, when you stand alone on the terrain of that war, or when you don’t even know that it is located inside you?

    Or: Shane is drowning in jealousy around platonic intimacy. He has another kind of intimacy with Ilya, but he can’t help himself from craving the one Jessica has.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    When a tabloid article is written claiming Ilya the most likely in the league to cheat on his spouse, how does everyone respond?

    This story is told through texts and social media.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya return from a date in Montreal to find Shane's apartment has been broken into.

    Shane calls for help, but doesn't realise that ultimately means people finding out who he's been spending his free time with...

    And of course, Ilya never leaves his side.

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    12 Jun 2026

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