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    It hits Ilya sideways, the same way it does when painkillers kick in too fast, sudden and dizzying and like it might stop his heart if he breathes in too deep.

    Because Orpheus’s face is beautiful.

    Because his nose is a little too-perfectly straight. Because his skin catches the stage lights softly, warm with color, a pink that looks more like laughter than the heat of the bulbs. Because his smile is easy and devastating, the kind that seems unpracticed, like he doesn’t know what it does to people and would apologize if he did. And when he grins at the crowd, it feels aimed. Chosen. Divined—preordained, one of those bigger words that would’ve made Ilya wish he could be brained with a bat again, rather than have to think about it in English.

    Because it feels fated when those brown eyes sweep over the crowd and, for a second, settle on him.

    Orpheus bows.

     

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    Shane Hollander is a Tony-winning theater actor. Ilya Rozanov is a heavyweight champion. No red string ties them together, but a red scarf just might.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    “Fuck, that’s good. You feel so good,” Shane moans above him.

    He pulls him down again, and this time he holds him there, his hands firm on Ilya’s head. Instinctively, Ilya fights it, his throat spasming around the intrusion, and he tries to pull off, but Shane holds him there.

    “Ah, ah. No. That’s not how you say it’s too much. You tap my leg, remember?”

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    Immediate sequel to 'I Keep Telling Myself, I'm not the Desperate Type'
    Stoner frat boy Ilya x cool, jock Shane

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane steps closer, standing between Ilya’s legs. “I guess that explains it, hm? You don’t have to be confident or good when you’re packing that, do you? You just let people use your big,” Shane accentuates the word by leaning down and touching Ilya’s cock for the first time, only it’s not a caress or a stroke, it’s a rude poke that makes Ilya’s cock jerk in the air, “cock, however they want to? Is that it? Just a thick, fat cock for people to ride when you get too fucking stupid to do anything else?”

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    Uni AU, loser, stoner frat bro Ilya, pining after popular, jock Shane

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Every single example online of the love languages could fit Ilya to some degree – Shane had never thought about it before, but now that he knew, it was a problem that he didn’t know Ilya’s. He already wasn’t fluent in Russian, despite his attempt at learning, and he refused to be behind on another of Ilya’s languages.

    Shane looked down at Ilya, still passed out asleep in his arms, and nodded to himself, ready to run a series of experiments until he found what worked for Ilya.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    the hollanov love island au

    I appreciate not everyone watches love island, so I’ll try and explain it as best as I can as we go

    featuring my favourite sassy shane and you’re lucky we’re in public right now ilya combo

    in this universe, love island is r rated and contestants can in fact sleep together on camera - if anyone is from the UK and has watched open house on channel 4, that’s where I’m going with this

    open house: a VERY spicy reality tv show in which the participants very much do have sex on camera

    anyway *clears throat*: this programme contains strong language, and scenes of a sexual nature

    thank you for being here !!

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    22 Feb 2026