Cyra_2012
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a post lawsuit fix it, except there's a lot more hurt, because buck's trauma regarding his parents isn't talked about enough. christopher diaz to the rescue.
TW in the notes
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- Part 1 of bucks healing journey
Bookmarked by Cyra_2012
18 Jun 2026
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What would happen if Eddie and Buck were together during the lawsuit? Eddie had kept his cool for his boyfriend, but feelings slip eventually. How would Buck cope in a world where everyone had turned his back on him, and then his boyfriend leaves with the slam of the door?
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17 Jun 2026
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“Hey man,” Eddie says, sliding into the seat next to Buck and pulling him out of his thoughts. “You good? You’ve been staring at that wall for a while now.”
Buck blinks as he raises his head, caught off guard by Eddie’s concern. Part of him wants to snap at Eddie—tell him to go ask Hen, since they’re so close now. Buck’s jealousy has always had teeth; a beast he doesn’t always know how to control, or how to keep from snapping its jaws at people.
But right now, it’s overshadowed by the excitement of Eddie looking at him; seeing him. There’s a warmth spreading through his chest, one he hasn’t felt in a little while, and all he can think is more, more, more and look at me, look at me, look at me.
Keep looking at me. Look at me forever, because when no one looks at me, I feel like a ghost.
Or: Buck doesn't know how to handle the way everything is changing and it makes him fall back into old habits.
Bookmarked by Cyra_2012
17 Jun 2026
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He was still holding the clipboard with the chores he was supposed to be doing in his now shaking hands and taking a deep breath before turning around.
„I‘ll get back to work. Sorry about the interruption, “ he quickly rasped out before hurrying away.
Buck bit his lip so hard he could taste blood but he couldn‘t break down. Not here. Not now.
He didn’t want to give Bobby yet another reason to decide that he wasn‘t ready to be back, that he was just a liability, that he needed to be benched even longer.
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The Buckley parents are coming for a visit but Buck refuses to meet them. They corner him in the firehouse.
Whumptober Day 8 - "Oh horror, oh horror, what did you see?"
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- Part 8 of Whumptober 2025
Bookmarked by Cyra_2012
17 Jun 2026
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Buck and Eddie's journey, told through a list of things Buck has said to Eddie throughout the years.
Because Buck loves to talk and Eddie loves to listen to him. That's how it's always been.
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TW: a brief mention of past self-harm is mentioned in this fic. be careful. <3
Bookmarked by Cyra_2012
14 Jun 2026