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the 118 family & their online activities
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- Part 1 of our real family
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08 Apr 2026
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It could be deadly, but I want it (need a new amore) by Bucksbelly (drarryweasley)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Oct 2025
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Has Buck been waiting for years to get Eddie’s dick in his mouth? Yes, at least subconsciously — he can admit that now that there's no turning back.
Is he going to come the second Eddie gets anywhere near his own? Yes, probably.
Is he maybe a little bit entirely in love with Eddie, and kneeling between his legs feels a bit like a religious experience? Yes, absolutely.
Is he going to make Eddie aware of any of this? Not until he has to. Which, if he has his way, will be the Saturday after “never.”
The sex pollen doesn’t seem to take this into consideration.
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- Part 3 of Herba Desiderii
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05 Apr 2026
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Things haven’t been the easiest on Buck since losing Bobby, when he finds himself back in a position that only Bobby himself has saved him from before, there’s only one logical person for him to call for help.
Tommy.
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“Tommy… You’re here?”
“You called. Do you want to get out of here?”
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07 Mar 2026
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"Yeah, well, we have—moved on." Eddie's expression didn’t soften. "You should too, Buck."
He deflated, the fight draining out of him. For the first time since they met, Buck felt like he was staring at a stranger.
“Uh— yeah I get it,” he finally said. “And I really am sorry.”
He watched as Eddie's figure retreated.
If Buck had stayed quiet, maybe he could have kept pretending that time would heal this wound. After that disaster of a conversation, Buck wasn't sure it ever would.
He stood there, windows forgotten, feeling something he’d known his whole life shift into place.
Buck never thought Eddie would be the one to show him he was right.
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A Buck and Eddie post-lawsuit fic.
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Please heed the tags! This fic explores alcohol and substance abuse and may be triggering for some readers. If these themes are difficult for you, please put yourself first.
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- English
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07 Mar 2026
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Evan Buckley starts writing to himself before he knows why.
At first, the letters are small. Apologies. Explanations. Rules for how to be good, how to be quiet, how to make things easier for everyone else. As he grows, the letters change — darker, flatter, more tired — following him through years of numb survival, reckless choices, and a life lived on the edge of disappearing.
The timeline stretches from childhood to adulthood, from a house that never quite wanted him to a firehouse that teaches him what staying might mean. And somewhere along the way, Buck has to confront the most frightening possibility of all:
that he was never meant to be easy to lose.
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15 Feb 2026
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Buck and Eddie got together shortly after the ladder truck bombing, Buck moves in with Eddie during his recovery and no one really questions it. The only people they actually tell they are dating are Chris, Carla, abuela and Tía Pepa. That is until Buck and Chris get stuck in the tsunami, anyways. Because whilst on top of the 136's truck, after saving as many as he could, Buck realises a few things about himself.
1 - he is a male carrier.
2 - he is pregnant.
3 - he is having a miscarriage. Whilst on blood thinners.
With no way of getting help to them any time soon, Buck is struggling to come to grips with those realisations, with trying (and probably failing) not to traumatise Chris too much more, and with his feelings regarding everything that was happening on top of the truck, and how he was going to tell Eddie, and, well, everything. Why didn't his parents get him tested? Why didn't he get himself tested when he left them?
How would they get through this?
With the help of their family, and each other, they might be able to. Just so long as he survives long enough to make it off the fire truck and back home.
And don't you worry, they will be happy, and have a baby eventually.Bookmarked by Dems
08 Feb 2026
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Five years is a long time to go clean.
Five years is a long time to not binge, not purge, not participate in the vicious cycle of guilt that links the two together.
Five years, to the day, is how long it's been for Evan Buckley.
Until Eddie gets his diagnosis.Bookmarked by Dems
01 Feb 2026
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Every time he sees them he relapses. It’s like something he just can’t escape. Phillip and Margaret make him feel a way that nobody else makes him feel. It’s not a good thing. Buck hopes that this time will be different, he hasn't seen them in a long time and he’ll be surrounded by family this time. Maybe for once it’ll be different.
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- Part 1 of Evan “Buck” Buckley angst
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13 Jan 2026
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Desperate to run from his abusive girlfriend, Buck searches for a sign he didn't know he was waiting for—
He finds a payphone. He calls Eddie.
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11 Jan 2026
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To Buck, the most terrifying part about being diagnosed with stage three cancer was the thought of leaving his daughter alone. So, to prepare his family for the worst case scenario, Buck teaches Eddie how to be a father to his little girl.
Turns out, Eddie didn't need to learn how to love Tilly and Buck like his own. He'd already been doing that for a long time.
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30 Dec 2025
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Trying Not To Love You (Only Makes Me Love You More) by unhingedangstaddict
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 Mar 2026
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Buck took Tommy’s hands in his own. “Look, Tommy, I- I know we’re going through a- a rough patch right now, but it’s just that, a rough patch. It- things can get better, things will get better, we just have to- to put in the work. We have to fight for it,”
Tommy gave Evan a small, sad smile and squeezed Evan’s hands gently, his own wedding ring pressing against his fingers, his thumb over Evan’s ring. “I just don’t know that there’s anything left worth fighting for. I still love you, Evan, I never stopped, but I think it’s time we let each other go.”
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Buck and Tommy get divorced after a devastating loss, only for Buck to find out afterwards that he's pregnant again with Tommy's baby forcing them to navigate their grief, anxieties, how to co-parent as a divorced couple, and the fact that they're both still very much in love with each other
Written for novempreg 'unplanned pregnancy' though it may be used to check other bingo boxes as well- Language:
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11 Dec 2025
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The 118 kids are tired of the Buddie Nonsense and hatch a plot to launch the ship.
AKA: I attempt to write a sexy hot tub fic and the boys decide to take my short!fic and run off with it into the sunset. Guess I was overdue for a long one anyway. Pay attention to the trigger warnings, this is a bit of a doozy. Also it's a Dead Dove. Don't come for me. This thing isn't for everyone.
One Chapter Every Weekday
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- Part 1 of Seeding the Ground
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- English
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- 40/40
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06 Dec 2025
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It started with a headache.
Or a hug, after the gate slammed down on a rented U-Haul, ready to take his Alpha friend 800 miles away from him. His nose buried in Eddie’s neck, chasing his scent straight from the source before it moved out of reach.
Or maybe it started with a lightning strike, a gunshot, a wave, a bomb, a grenade. An unfamiliar Alpha in the locker room, with a killer smile and an 8-pack.
But Buck first became aware of it as a thumping in his skull as he closed the door to
Eddie’shis house.-------
Or, my take on Omega Buck left behind by Alpha Eddie
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- Part 1 of In my Life, I Love You More
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- English
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- 26,827
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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29 Oct 2025
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“What can I do? Should I tell Bobby I’m leaving? Should I go with you—“
“No!”
“Tell your parents to fuck off?”
“Oh my God, Eddie. It’s not that simple!”
“Really?” He crosses his arms. “I could do it. Simply. Let me do it.” Buck covers his eyes. He hears Eddie’s breath, clearer and clearer, the closer he gets, until he’s putting a hand on Buck’s arm. “Let me do it, sweetheart.”
or: The Buckley parents come to town and learn about Buck’s chronic pain.
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- Part 3 of roseblood
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19 Oct 2025
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Getting So Tired Of Smiling Through The Fire by Tillthewheelsfalloff
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Oct 2025
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Buck is fine. He’s got it under control.
He has his routines. He knows what’s real after his coma dream rocks his world.
But some coping mechanisms are better than others, and he has to know.
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- Part 11 of Tilly's Whumptober 2025
- Language:
- English
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- 8,698
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- 1/1
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11 Oct 2025
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“With your recent blood test we've found evidence of you having “ASA”.”
Buck’s nervous smile faded. He sat straighter.
“ASA?”Dr. Rodriguez took a breath. “ASA stands for Antisperm antibodies”
Bucks breath hitched. He had never even heard of ASA before, but the uneasy look on Dr. Rodriguez's face - and the way his own nerves were written all over his expression. Told him this was something serious. He braced himself silently urging the doctor to explain further.
“Antisperm antibodies is when your immune system recognizes your sperm as foreign, causing your body to release antibodies that attach itself to your sperm and making natural conception extremely difficult for you.”
Buck was starting to feel his heart beat faster, his words coming out shaky.
“Wait- my immune system… is attacking my s-perm? What does t-that exactly mean?”Dr. Rodriguez takes a moment to look at Buck and in the calmest way, breaks the news to him.
“Mr. Buckley, I'm sorry to inform you but, you're sterile."+
Or: After the lightning strike, Buck finds out he's sterile.
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16 Sep 2025
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Everyone on the team knew that calls involving children were hard, especially for Buck.
But this was different.for buck it was like he was back there. He felt the endless hunger bubbling in his stomach, the phantom feeling of cracked lips. He felt like he needed a shower, now. He needed to wash off the never-ending dirt from his skin.
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16 Sep 2025
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“It was a date. When you and Marisol ran into me and Tommy, it was a date.”
“Marisol thought she was pregnant and I realized that I do actually want another kid, but not with her.”
The simultaneous, overlapping confessions hang in the air like an executioner's axe as Buck and Eddie stare at each other with wide eyes, both blue screening a little as they process the dual bombs just dropped.
Eddie recovers first, his head shaking slightly. “Wait, you and Tommy? So you’re-?”
Buck makes a pained noise, hands flying through the air once he finally gets his brain working again. “Uh uh, that is not the important thing here; Marisol is pregnant?!”
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Buck's coming out scene looks a little different when Eddie admits that he wants to have a baby.
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11 Sep 2025
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Post Lawsuit
Buck returns to work
On the outs with the 118
Buck learns he has a teenage daughterSeries
- Part 3 of All Based In The Lawsuit Era
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,206
- Chapters:
- 16/16
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09 Sep 2025
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Bobby is dead.
Buck feels alone and can't reach out to any of his people, so he falls back into old habits.
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09 Sep 2025