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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    “My hands,” Shane mumbles, and Ilya will look back on this moment someday and think of how brave Shane actually is. Brave for not taking his eyes off of Ilya, and brave for facing this head-on. “And my legs. I can’t… I can’t feel them.”

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    Shane Hollander’s hockey career ends during a regular-season game in April. Ilya will face the consequences with him, whether either of them likes it or not.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane would always be yearning for something with a man who didn't want him, wouldn't he? A little positive attention and he'd folded like origami. Pathetic.

    "Stay," Rozanov said. It sounded like pleading. That trick had worked on him, once.

    “Why?" Shane's tone was more biting than he intended. "What do you think is going to happen if I stay? Are you gonna make me a goddamned tuna melt?”

    Rozanov, to his credit, took the words like the blow they were. His eyes widened, then he covered his face with his palms and muttered something in Russian.

    Shane had never seen shame written across those features before.

    In April 2017, Shane Hollander suffers the most painful not-breakup he’ll ever experience. Months later, he's outed. Two years after that, a broken knee ends his career.

    When Rozanov unexpectedly crosses Shane's path four years later, Shane resolves to be courteous yet keep his distance. But Ilya is just as beautiful and charming as he ever was, and he’s determined to give what they'd once shared a second chance. A real chance.

    It's a bad idea. Shane knows it's a bad idea.

    The terrifying thing is that it doesn't feel like one.

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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    AU Cottage

    Instead of hot dogs, Shane and Ilya decided to make the trek to the grocery store for dinner, so they aren't home with David Hollander comes by. But unfortunately for them, a horrific car accident ends up letting more than Shane's father know that something was going on at the cottage this summer.

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    30 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    Chapter 3 update:
    The boyz get warmer and then overshoot directly to Antarctica. Featuring Carmichael coming out as an ally but also a straight boi dumbass.

    St. Vicky: we are doing this because we love him
    St. Vicky: but not like in a i want to date him way
    St. Vicky: we love roz like a plant, plantly
    St. Vicky: obviously his love belongs to montreal jane

    Sebby: You mean platonically?


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    The Boston Bears band together to find Montreal Jane and win her back for their beloved Captain. They are dumb but their love is pure. Set post-Tuna Meltdown.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Shane Hollander.” Shane said out loud. His own name. As if it was a statement. Behind his eyes, Ilya saw as the cogs were working.
    Ilya nodded slowly, unsure how to proceed, “Yes. That is you.”
    Shane nodded slowly, “Right. They said that earlier. Shane Hollander.”
    “Who? What do you mean?”
    Shane pulled back from Ilya’s touch, sitting up a little taller on the bed. He looked up to Ilya again, still searching for something. Soon revealing what it was and that he could not find it, “I’m sorry. Who are you?”

    Shane's injury during the game in Boston is much more severe than expected. Not physically. Mentally. The problem is that Shane Hollander doesn't remember anything about his own life. Not even his hockey career. That includes Ilya Rozanov.
    As Shane's network of family and friends try to help him remember something... anything about his life, Ilya crumbles under the feeling of loneliness. His parents are dead. Russia feels like a distant memory. And he's carrying a secret that no one else shares anymore.

    Will this new blank slate be a fresh start for the two of them? Or is it the end of a story never told?

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    29 Jun 2026