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    In a universe where your soulmates first words to you are tattooed on your body, Shane Hollander winds up with a single word to work with;

    'Okay.'

    He's glad to have a soulmate, but couldn't imagine anyone navigating a worse situation than him when it comes to contending with destiny.

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    Unspoken things grow in the cave of Shane’s chest, lapping over with new mineral layers the way a cluster of particles swells into crystal over eons. He knows that’s where the power comes from, from the relentless tug of the secret between hope and fear, evolving, expanding, fueled by the stewing uncertainty.

    He’s only making it worse for himself. At this rate, if he ever confesses to Rozanov, there’s no end to what it might destroy.

    Or: Old secrets are dangerous things—strange, unpredictable magic that Shane has never been skilled at controlling. He's spent years swallowing the words that could eviscerate his life as he knows it.

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    Shane has known since they met that Ilya Rozanov was the endgame. The painful path to get there was always going to be their biggest problem.

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    Shane and Ilya meet at hockey camp at 12 years old. They grow together, learn languages, learn they are soulmates, but for the sake of their careers choose to resist their bond and only hook up when their paths cross. A story of 9+ years of feeling half- alive and wildly in love, of grief, of endlessly pining, seeking the other, and how their sun-drenched happy ending was always waiting in the wings.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    "Does touching your ass make you gay?"

    "Rozanov."

    "Cause you know what else makes you gay is sucking my dick." He drops a kiss to Shane's neck.

    "Shut up," Shane bites out. "Fuck."

    "Or are you saving yourself for your soulmate?" Rozanov whispers against his skin. "Is your hole only for them?" Shane shivers as Rozanov brushes a hand over his mark.

    Shane groans. "Shut up, you asshole."

    "It's pretty," Rozanov murmurs against his shoulder. "A pretty mark for a pretty boy."

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are not soulmates.

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    What if Ilya has a panic attack in the locker room after getting the news of his father's death after the Winter 2017 Montreal @ Boston game and no one can figure out what is going on? What if, while scrambling for answers, Cliff Marleau has the brilliant idea to call Jane?

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    What if Shane and Ilya's deeper emotional connection begins just before Ilya leaves for his father's funeral in Russia instead of on a phone call while they are separated by oceans?

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