Epitumbidia



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    "“I found a little spot while I was waiting around yesterday. It's where I set up my camp. It's a little ways off from the main area. More trees. More privacy.”

    “I will follow you anywhere so long as you suck my dick when we get there,” Ilya answers honestly.

    Normally he'd be embarrassed to be so open with a near-stranger. He's a forthcoming guy but he often likes to play coy, the chase being a thrilling part of foreplay.

    But something about being on the trail like this, the easy and casual nature between them, it just feels pointless to play games.

    They're both just two men who find each other hot and are on similar adventures with nothing to lose."

     

    Or, Shane decides he's tired of not feeling in control of his own life, and after college graduation he makes the bold decision to hike as much as he can of the Pacific Crest Trail in 3 months on his own. Ilya Rozanov also just graduated college and feels aimless, so he and his friend Cliff decide to hike the entire PCT together. Shane and Ilya meet on the trail. No slow burn here!

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    25 Jun 2026

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Two teenagers were made to hate each other. They spent seventeen years quietly becoming something else. Then a dead woman's letters arrived, and the cursed headcanon came true: what if Lestat was Ilya's biological father?

    Part One — The Version That Stays:
    On his thirty-fifth birthday, all Ilya Rozanov wants is a quiet day with his husband. What he gets is twelve letters from his late mother, and the first answer to a question he never knew to ask.

    Part Two — The Version That Answers:

    The question has a face now, and it's coming to find him. A story about fathers and sons, inherited wounds, terrible coping mechanisms, and the difference between being answered and being loved.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander’s hopes for the NHL were ripped from him by an ACL tear and replaced with doctor prescribed opioids at age 18. Four years later, hockey is a distant memory and his days consist of strange men and chasing a feeling drugs can never seem to provide anymore.

    Ilya Rozanov’s family returned home to Russia when his father’s mental state deteriorated and the government wasted no time snatching back his work visa. Ilya stayed behind in that godforsaken city to do the only thing he had ever been able to support his family doing: sell dope.

    Ilya sees a lot of sad people. Shane sees a lot of horny men. Neither of them are prepared for what they see in each other, and what it means for the boxes they’ve allowed themselves to be put into.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    It's been a year since Shane traded to the Centaurs when he and Ilya invite Luca into their bed for the first time. It was just supposed to be for a little fun; Luca is very pretty and gets so adorably flustered over his former-idols-turned-teammates.

    Before they know it, what was supposed to be a one-time thing turns into more.

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    03 Jun 2026