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Your beautiful body keeps the score by inkandglitter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Jun 2026
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What happens when the body releases years of tension?
Ilya has spent his entire life hiding his feelings and emotions. And for a while it worked, but now he is ready to let that go. After years of denying himself, he finally has Shane, and for the first time he can almost imagine what it feels like to belong somewhere. Everything is starting to make sense.
So why does he suddenly feel like he’s dying?
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When Ilya finally allows himself to feel deeply, his body begins reacting to years of repression in ways he can no longer ignore.Bookmarked by Esstell
25 Jun 2026
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mind over matter by thatsunkenship
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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“Jesus, I’ve never seen Hollander this pale. Look at his lips, they’re fucking white —”
“Whoa, dude, are you okay?”
“Roz, I would get that bag ready if I were you…”
“Is he even awake? It looks like he’s lights out, or about to be —”
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Or, Shane has an ear infection and is stuck on a plane. His willpower will get him through it. (No it won't.)
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- Part 2 of Sick Ilya/Shane
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17 Jun 2026
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After leaving Ilya to his own devices for too long, Shane finally gets back in the picture and tries to help fix what he broke.
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- Part 4 of Seasons of Hollanov
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Tunnel Vision (My sweet Ilya) by 20finch876
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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Play was called and medics from Boston and Montreal rushed on. Shane could feel his heart beating out of his chest.
Get up Ilya, come on baby, get up.
He was stood waiting, trying so desperately to just seem like a concerned opposing player. When in reality Shane felt like his heart was being ripped in two. He had just about convinced himself to sit down, that Ilya would be back up with his cocky smirk in no time; then he saw the blood splattered on the ice.
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Ilya gets injured in a game against the Voyagers, and our poor anxious baby Shane goes to pieces. Everything is exposed on the ice and nothing will ever be the same again.
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Fever dream by feminine_intuition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 May 2026
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Playing through a brutal fever against Boston was Shane’s first mistake. Not calling his parents after leaving mid-game was his second. So when they rush to his apartment out of sheer panic, they expect to find their sick son. Instead, they find Ilya Rozanov in Shane’s living room. By the next morning, as the fever finally clears, Shane is left wishing that everything he did the night before had just been a crazy fever dream.
Or Yuna and David have to use their emergency keys to check on Shane, only to find their son's arch-rival playing nurse.
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01 Jun 2026