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  1. Rec 7

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    Perhaps, in that childish corner of her mind she so often neglects, there's hope that this isn't as it seems. It's all some big misunderstanding, and though John is upset, he's not past the point of no return yet. She can reach him, and hold him, and tell him everything is going to be just fine, and that life can go on in the face of unimaginable heartbreak.

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    Kerry finds John, just as she did years ago.

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    19 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 18

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    Post-Episode: s06e13 Be Still My Heart

    Benton is awoken by a call from Carter.

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    It's Thursday once again, a whole week since he'd last spoken with the young man. And now said man is calling him at the turn of the day, 12:02am showing on the upper corner of the phone's display unit.

    “Carter,” Benton says again after not hearing a reply save some more raspy breaths, “Carter, what's wrong?”

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    01 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 22

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    He stands there for a long time, glaring down at his chewed, uneven fingernails and cuticles torn apart – habits from his childhood that never quite left him. Vague memories of wrapping band-aids around his fingertips so he wouldn’t get blood on his tailored suit, lest he feel his mother’s cold wrath.

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    Four months after Kem's departure and five months since the loss of their baby, Carter struggles to cope and barrels towards the bottom of his downward spiral.

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    27 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 64

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    E is for Epidural Hematoma

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    “Carter’s here.” 

    Mark hums again, still distracted by the rhythmic motion of thread through flesh. “He's a little early. His shift doesn't start ‘til eight.”

    In his peripheral vision, he sees the nurse shift uncomfortably on her feet. “No, I mean- he isn't here to work. Apparently he fell down the stairs? He's with his father.”

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    An alternate version of 'the family you'll never be in, and you never get out'.

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    20 Mar 2026

  5. Rec 41

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    Walking through the city on his way home from work, John Carter somehow ends up hanging from one of the many bridges that dot the Chicago River. It’s almost December. And it's a long way to fall.

    Water fills his mouth. He kicks himself back up, choking on it. More screaming, from up above. Oh god. Oh god. It’s getting harder to tread water. His hands and feet are numb. His kicks are getting weaker. He can hardly keep his head above water as he wheezes in between coughs.

    There’s a strange buzzing in his ears. Everything is dulling. He’s supposed to cover the ER for Benton tomorrow. What is the surgeon going to think when he doesn’t show up?

    Everything is going gray. He can’t think. He can’t see. He can’t breathe. He can't breathe.

    Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt: Hanging

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    16 Feb 2026