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    He wanted to come home from shifts to Buck asleep in his bed with Christopher curled into his side. He wanted notes on the fridge and shared dinners and movie nights. He wanted Buck woven permanently into every part of their lives until there was no separating them anymore.

    Their son.

    The thought slipped quietly into Eddie’s mind before he could stop it.

    And God help him if it didn’t feel perfect.

     

    Or - Eddie Diaz looses his shit when he comes home from work to see Buck sleeping in his bed with Chris.

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 97

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    ‘’I love your heart Buck,’’ Deidra says apologetically looking at him like the thing she wants to the most is to give him Theo right here and there. ‘’But you’re a single firefighter working a dangerous job and recently out from suspension following opioid dependency. It’s not never, it’s just not right now. Give it time.’’

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    Or: 9x17/9x18 and s10 spec fic about the Theodore kid. Theodore’s foster parents are tired from the fact that he always gets into danger, they want to give him back. Buck recognizes himself in the child and offers to foster him. Social Services won’t let him because he’s single, works a dangerous job and is recently out from ‘rehab’. Steps in Eddie Silver Star Diaz as his PARTNER. Pretend relationship to ✨drama✨

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 89

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    Buck.

    His name is Buck.

    This gorgeous barista is the Buck that Eddie was warned, explicitly, not to flirt with.

    Or: Eddie just wants to order a good cup of coffee. He swears thats all. Really.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    “I'm in love with someone.” Buck admits, his voice quiet but firm. If Eddie wasn't standing right in front of him he might've missed it.

    Buck is in love with someone.

    Okay.

    That's fine. That's cool. Buck has been in love with plenty of people before. Not that they deserved it, or earned it, or were worthy of it in any way at all, but still. This is fine.

    Or not.

    Or: a buddie kitchen confession.

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    11 Jun 2026

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