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    It's Shane Hollander's first season in Ottawa, and the whole Centaurs roster is playing better than they ever have. So why won't the press focus on that? Why do he and Ilya keep having to answer questions about their marriage, and not get to talk about the incredible start to the season that their team is having? Maybe if they do one podcast, with hosts who are normal people, they can just tell their whole story and focus on bringing the Stanley Cup to Ottawa.

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    or, Shane and Ilya do a sports podcast run by lesbians for members of the LGBTQ+ community, and the internet reacts.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    I Laugh Like Me Again
    theki11erandthefina1gir1

    The boys talk about their relationship and the timeline on a queer sports podcast

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    It figures that even half-way across the world Ilya's dick manages to ruin Cliff's day. The real surprise is that it isn't the only dick involved in this mess.

    Featuring an ill-timed outing, a supportive but clueless team trying its best, panicking over Russia's LGBTQ laws, too many group chats, an unhinged 3am brainstorming session on how to get your captain a new citizenship (asking for a friend) and Roz' inability to answer his fucking phone.

    Or: Ilya disappears in Sochi. Half-way across the world his team does its best to help. Their best is more than anyone could have foreseen.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Cliff's Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Week (Is Probably Going Better Than Ilya's)
    petroltogo

    Ilya gets outed while in Russia for the Olympics and the bears, vaughn, and scott run a social media disinformation campaign to hide his location to help him escape told from marlows perspective.
    This fic is both hilarious and deeply gut wrenching with marlows panic for his friend and the public doing their best to help obfuscate ilyas escape

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    “You know, there are a lot of kids that look up to you—“

    It’s the refrain of Shane’s life. Everything circles back to this: a lot of kids looking up to you. That’s why you need to spend your summers doing ad campaigns. That’s why you need to let a social media manager handle your every interaction online. That’s why we need to sit here after family dinner with flash cards rehearsing the different ways you’ll answer reporters’ questions after you face Boston next week, and, oh, when we’re done, let’s do some French vocabulary flashcards, too, because it’s important to the Francophone fans that you’re thinking about them. There are lots of Asian Francophones in Quebec, Shane. Almost 13% of primary schoolers are of Asian descent, compared to less than 4% of hockey players. Isn’t that pathetic?

    As if Shane doesn’t know that it’s pathetic. As if Shane doesn’t know what he fought through to get here.

    Abruptly, Shane is furious.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    licked by fire
    Anonymous

    Shane starts to really feel his anger post outing. The feeling of i was so good at the detriment of myself for so many years to please everyone and it didnt even protect me in the end is so gut wrenching. It manifesting in anger is so spot on

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    Shane hates losing control and the last several months-years if he's being honest-have been nothing but him trying to grab onto any choice he can make for himself. In the wake of being outed, exiled from the team he's dedicated his life to, and losing everything he's worked so hard for just because of who he fell in love with, Shane does the only thing he can: he runs until he feels like he's far enough away that he can't hear anyone else's opinions.

    It's time for Shane to make a decision, just once, he wants to choose something for himself.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    it's mine alone to disgrace
    apageinthisbook

    Everything finally hits a breaking point after the outing and staying in the mhl becomes untenable for shane so he runs, starts enforcing boundaries, decides to retire, and considers coaching the womens ottawa team. Ilya works through what could have happened with his therapist, finds shane, and they move forward together

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    What if David and Yuna had both gone to the cottage to retrieve that phone charger? What if they crept in very quietly (because silent meditation retreat) and found their son fast asleep on the couch, snuggled up with his arch-rival, Ilya Rozanov?

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Soft Launch
    DoubleApple

    Yuna and david walk in on the boys napping at the cottage