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Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.
Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.
Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.
Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
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22 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are built to be rivals; discipline versus chaos, restraint versus impact. When Shane’s private battle with leukemia collides with Ilya’s refusal to walk away, rivalry turns into something far more dangerous: love without conditions.
Set in the world of professional hockey, this story follows illness, marriage, career-defining choices, and the quiet work of choosing each other every day. A romance about survival, devotion, and building a future that isn’t careful, but is real.
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22 Jul 2026
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Stuff I thought of too late to include in A Life You Never Dreamed Of, but couldn't get out of my head! Chapters here may be out of order. I'm just writing as I feel inspiration come to me. For full context, I suggest reading ALYNDO.
General TW: medical emergencies/procedures/settings; discussion of illness, symptoms, medications
Specific TWs will be at the beginning of each chapterBookmarked by Grand_0302
22 Jul 2026
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Orbiter (If I'm gonna lose you anyway) by Celestial_Light81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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2017: Ilya Rozanov has just lost his father after years of battling with dementia. Within the span of a month, he finds out the love of his life, the man he’s not allowed to love openly, gets diagnosed with cancer.
He has to decide if love or fear is the deciding factor for his future, and what he'd be willing to sacrifice in order to get what he truly wants.
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Shane Hollander, after a brutal hit by Cliff Marlow gets diagnosed with brain cancer at the young age of 25, he’s not allowed to openly love the only person that has ever held his heart.
He’s fighting between pushing the love of his life away to protect his legacy, and wanting to keep him close for the time he has left.
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22 Jul 2026
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i know it’s over (still i cling) by arilalala09
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jul 2026
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“When I die, you should cremate me. I don’t want to be so far from you-“
“Let’s talking about something else” Ilya grumbled. “We have time.”
“No. You and me both know I’m running out of time, and it’s okay.”
Shane’s battle with cancer (he loses)
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22 Jul 2026