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    Evan Buckley gets home after a twenty-four shift, sits down on his bathroom tiles with a razor blade, and makes a mistake.

    Or: Buck has a little bit of a darker past than any of the One-Eighteen knows, and the lawsuit comes dredging it all up. Maddie's there, though. She's ready to catch him when he falls.

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Google told him this isn’t deadly—not unless he does something stupid like not drink any water and let himself die of dehydration or whatever—but he thinks it might kill him anyway. When he was headed into work, it was bad. Six hours into the shift, he didn’t think it would possibly get any worse. It did. It got worse eighteen hours ago, twelve hours ago, two hours ago. And it’ll be worse tomorrow, and somehow, impossibly, it won’t kill him. It feels like it should be killing him.

    OR: Buck spends some time on medication assisted treatment. Various people hang out. He watches a shit ton of Planet Earth.

    Title from The Mountain Goats' "The Alphonse Mambo".

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    09 Jun 2026

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    The second Bridgerton daughter, Eloise, wanders the garden, restless, when she meets a quietly attentive stranger, Friedrich, whose presence both unsettles and intrigues her. Their witty, charged conversation leaves her flustered. Later, at a ball, she discovers he is the crowned prince while sharing an unexpected waltz, the intimacy of which stirs feelings she refuses to name. On the balcony afterward, playful admissions and subtle confessions pass between them, ending with a quiet promise: he will call on her tomorrow—leaving Eloise both anxious and captivated, the mystery of the crowned prince lingering.

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    27 May 2026

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    When Bobby is freed from the facility, he is suprised by the biggest change.
    He is 'pops' to a four year old.

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    14 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    “What if I kept her?” Evan repeats. “Like, just me.”

    “Buck, what in the ever-loving fuck are you talking about?”

    “You don’t want to keep her, right?” Evan says. “Which, a hundred percent, totally your call, I’m not like, trying to talk you out of it or anything but… What if— what if instead of, of putting her up for adoption, you give her to me? Or, I keep her, I guess. Since she’s like, mine. Half mine. So it’s not really giving her to me, but—”

    “Buck,” Bart interrupts him. “I’m not… I can’t be a mom.”

    “I know,” Evan reassures, so fast he nearly stumbles over the words.“I know, seriously. And I’m not— I wouldn’t ask you to be. I’m not asking you to be. But I think… I think I can be a dad. Or— no. I know I can be a dad. I— I want to be a dad.”

    Evan forces himself to still, looking Bart straight in the eyes. Trying to communicate, wordlessly, how much he means it. How much he means all of it.

    “I want to keep her,” he says.

    It’s the summer of 2008 and everything in Evan Buckley’s life is about to change.

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    02 May 2026