Higdeionja
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Is this depression if I’ve felt like this my whole life? by Higdeionja
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
19 Dec 2024
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“Thoughts?” Reo asked, sipping from the cup. “What kind of thoughts?”
“Exhausting ones. I’m already tired just thinking about it, so I’m not going to continue. Will you carry me to the bath?” Nagi purposely made his tone whiny at the end.
“You really have no mercy on my back. Sure, I’ll carry you.” He set the empty cup on the bedside table. “But seriously, what were you thinking about? It sounds important.”
(Or Nagi watches an educational video about depression in an attempt to figure out how to improve his soccer performance. He has thoughts about it).
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Can I get your phone number, please? by Higdeionja
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
14 Jun 2024
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And he also was on one knee in front of her, patching the girl's injury with clean, caring motions.
So, Suou thought, it really wasn't that surprising that she would ask for his number.
Something similar to pride touched his soul and he continued watching the exchange with his peripheral vision, waiting to catch his student’s amusing overreaction for later teasing.
But for some reason, Nirei had not reacted at all. He just kept blankly staring at the poor girl, making her cheeks nearly glow.
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Or Suou witnesses a confusing scene that gets him thinking.
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- Part 2 of Suou has a crush
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what's your love language? by Higdeionja
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
12 Jun 2024
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“Mm…” he hummed, suddenly shifting in his place but not breaking eye contact. “If anyone else asked me this, I would say, ‘Of course!’…”
“But?”
“But you always see right through me, so it won’t fly, huh,” Nirei sighed and smiled in a way that brought wrinkles under his eyes. Looking at this expression, Suou felt almost burned by how vulnerable it was.
His hand reached out faster than a thought, and now he felt Nirei's soft cheek under his fingertips.
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Or Nirei mentions his experience being bullied and Suo has some feelings about it.
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- Part 1 of Suou has a crush
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Suou has a crush by Higdeionja
Fandom Wind Breaker (Anime), Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga)
14 Jun 2024
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Ness let out a laugh. “You really haven’t done this before, huh?”
“Yeah? And you have? You reek of virgin.”
Ness giggled, not denying Kaiser’s accusations. “You can fuck me next time, you know? I don’t mind going all the way if it’s with you.”
“All the way? What are you, a girl?” huffed Kaiser. “Anyway, did Noel tell you about the Japanese training camp?”
“Huh? Yeah. He asked me if I wanted to go, but I didn’t want to leave your side.”
“Well, I’m going so you better come.”
“O-oh. Yeah, I’ll go, then. He didn’t mention you were gonna go. I mean, Japanese football has never been that strong.”
“Something is going on over there, and I want to know what it is. Noel showed me clips and there’s this guy… Yoichi something or other. Three months ago, he was losing his high school games, and now he’s outperforming their entire U-20 team. This guy is a fucking lunatic. I want to know how he did it, and then I want to chew him up and spit him out.”
Ten moments in the life of Alexis Ness.
Written for Day 3 of Kainesskai Ship Week 2025: Codependency + Kink Discovery
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23 Mar 2026
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“I don’t need to compare,” Sanji says hotly. “I already know mine’s bigger. It would be a waste of time.”
This is so obviously the reaction Zoro is looking for that it’s no surprise when he says, “Sounds to me like you’re scared, shit cook.”
“Like hell I am!” Sanji retorts, helpless to resist the heady rush of a challenge from Roronoa Zoro. Even when it’s one so orchestrated.
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18 Nov 2025
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Zoro, Sanji, and how they learn to be greater than the sum of their parts.
Or: in which Sanji steps in front of Zoro again in Sabaody. They both get sent to Kuraigana Island.
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16 Sep 2025
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It was that first time, just once, murmured against Sanji's mouth with his hand tight around Sanji’s cock that Zoro said, “Fuck, you're such a slut for it.”
And it was Sanji’s first fatal mistake to moan in response because it's only gone downhill from there.
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Zoro talks a lot in bed, but if that’s the only way he communicates, then of course no talking gets done at all.
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10 Sep 2025
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It will do Ayato’s worries some good to part Thoma from Itto for a while. Still, he wonders if it’s too cruel to make Thoma trek across Narukami and back after the night he'd surely had with Itto.
But then, Thoma breaks into a light jog, and Ayato thinks maybe Itto didn’t fuck him hard enough after all.
It’s a complicated relationship between Kamisato Ayato and Thoma—a simmering, unspoken tension that spans for years between a lord and his favorite retainer.
Then, Arataki Itto barrels in by accident and simplifies it. Sort of.
( In which Itto brings a level of emotional intelligence that two very smart men lack. )
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16 Jul 2025