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    And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there, he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.

    It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.

    Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.

    So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Chapter 1: At a game against the New York Admerials Ilya gets hurt. In the hospital, Shane needs a friend. Scott Hunter is that friend.

    Chapter 2: After an argument with Ilya at the Hockey Camp Shane needs a friend. Ryan Price is that friend.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Ilya's visits to the children's hospital have the same routine every time: visit the rooms, talk to kids and their parents, sign any objects they'd like, and beat the kids at a few rounds of Mario Kart. The kids enjoy having him around, and he enjoys being able to make their days at the hospital better.

    But this time, it's different.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    After a collision on the ice leaves Hayden Pike hospitalized the Ottawa Centaurs get to see a whole new side of their mysterious new captain when he steps up to care for the Pike children.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Carter adores his best friend Scott and Scott's husband Kip, so why does watching them kiss make him so feel so weird? He figures he must, deep down, be a homophobe :(
    [yes, it's inspired by that reddit post]

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    25 Jun 2026