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“Luch-Shane,” Ilya says, catching himself only at the last moment before he breaks their no pet names in the workplace rule. “Why don’t you get some air, yes? We can-”
Shane’s anxiety takes a quick backseat to annoyance once more, at being handled like a child instead of a grown man, like he hasn’t been doing this just as long as Ilya, like he needs someone to tell him when to take a break.
Like he deserved to have everything taken away from him because he couldn’t handle it to start with.
“I’m fine,” he says, voice icy.
The step he takes away is too big, farther than he meant to get from Ilya’s side, and the air between them feels both charged and icy.
He isn’t quite bold enough to try and fix it.
(shane is married and on the same team as his husband) (and all it cost him was his whole career and the life he spent years building beforehand) (but it's fine, really) (it's all so very, very fucking fine)
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11 Jun 2026
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Charlie spring is admitted to hospital for an eating disorder. He makes friends with the nurses and finds himself sharing a room with coma patient Nick Nelson.
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31 Jan 2026
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It’s not really jealousy, he thinks. He isn’t jealous that Ben got there first. It’s nothing like that. It’s the fact that Ben didn’t care, doesn’t care, about all the precious things Charlie gave him. Ben took and took from Charlie and gave nothing in return. The thought of him using Charlie, especially like that. It makes him sick. It makes him possessive. It makes him want to fall to his knees and offer himself completely.
It makes him take off his jumper and hand it to Charlie just to see his smile.
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An exploration of how Nick and Charlie's relationship might have changed if they explored sex earlier and deeper.**
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- Part 1 of Desperate
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16 May 2025
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Nick and Charlie create a birthday sex tradition, and as the years go on, Nick gets a little more ambitious with his wishes. Charlie wants nothing more than to give Nick everything he's ever wanted. Especially when that involves indulging all of Nick's developing kinks.
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I'm tagging everything up front, so you know what you're getting into. This fic includes implied threesomes (discussed but not shown) and a negotiated scene that Nick requested for his birthday, where Charlie lets other people use Nick's mouth.Series
- Part 1 of thank you, next
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16 May 2025