HowToNeverStopBeingSad



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    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”

    Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.

    “Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”

    “Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.

    “Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”

    This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.

    It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.

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    Shane just wanted a quiet morning and a cup of tea with honey.
    Or: Ilya Rozanov bought aphrodisiac honey and made the “mistake” of leaving one packet on the counter.

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    "Put your dick away and go to bed, Hollander," Rozanov said, his eyes wide open but still unable to make the other boy out. He imagined the look of panic on his face, the way his hands would be fumbling to pull his shorts up.

    "I seriously thought you were asleep. Fuck, I'm sorry, Rozanov."

    Forced to attend a hockey boarding school in Canada by his father, Rozanov was under the impression it would be filled with studying and practising his English.

    Never did he think it would be spent listening to Shane Hollander jerk off.

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    Shane is failing statistics. Enter Ilya, his new study group partner who seems to know everything about the class.

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    "I know what you are," Stiles says. Hot breath fans across the back of his neck and he resists the urge to shiver.

    "Say it," Derek's voice is low and dangerous, verging on a growl. He brooks no room for argument. "Out loud."

    There's a long pause while Stiles works up the nerve, but Derek grows impatient and growls again, even more threatening than before: "Say it."

    "Werewolf."

    There’s a hint of insecurity beneath the attempt at menace when Derek asks him, “Are you afraid?”

    *As of 2/11/2023, the final chapter has not been posted. Marked complete because for now I'm not sure when I'll be back.

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