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    Hollander's parents must be supportive and nice, if he's thinking of coming out to them. Ilya doesn't even dare to fantasize about coming out to his family. The closest he's come to that are the nightmares about being outed. He doesn't want to even think about what that would entail for him. But he knows.

    Fuck Hollander. He even managed to make Ilya feel sorry for him. Because Ilya can't fathom how dreadful life would be without the option to choose a nice woman to learn to love, if circumstances ever got dire. But Hollander won't have to think of that anymore. Which is nice, of course. Ilya is not a monster. But fuck him.
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    OR: Shane Hollander comes out in 2012 and he's determined to prove he can be queer, Asian, and the best player in the league. Ilya Rozanov is none of those things. Except maybe the last one.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Prompt from Reddit - a tired Ilya answers a media question a little too honestly.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane looked around – all his teammates seemed to have grouped off, no one paying him any mind. With a building sense of unease, Shane pulled his duffel bag off the ground and onto his lap. He had one hand rummaging around the side pocket, feeling for his phone when he felt Hayden drop into the seat next to him.

    “Hayden,” he said, distractedly, not even looking at him, “what’s going on?”

    He had just managed to grasp his phone when Hayden clamped one hand on his elbow, stilling his arm.

    “No,” said Hayden, his voice firm and quiet. “Drop your phone, Shane.”

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    The plane carrying the Ottawa Centaurs crashes into the Florida wilderness. These are the hours that follow, where Shane is left waiting for a call.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “Get the fuck away from him.”

    Shane.

    Everything happened at once after that.

    The man holding Ilya turned too slowly.

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    28 May 2026

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    After almost four years of marriage, Shane and Ilya decide it's time to grow their family. Shane (and Yuna, of course), start the planning, and Ilya is down for anything. But anything comes in the form of a phone call from his niece back in Russia, and the race is on to protect her... and her daughter.

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    Ilya goes back to Russia and uncovers pieces of his past, and Shane grapples with the love of his life being in danger as they fight to make their dreams of having a family come true

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    24 May 2026