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    5 times Yuna Hollander makes Ilya feel like he’s finally home, and 1 time Ilya returns the favour.

    It had been an intense few months for Yuna, emotionally.
    Knowing the baggage the two of them carried for so long, secretly, and knowing that her son was torn up about it long after it came out was enough to make her cry every night - it did, for a while.
    She’d wake up in tears, thinking about her gentle, tender hearted boy, who’d only ever loved one person.
    He loved this abrasive, loud, imposing hockey player, who was now standing in Yuna’s guest room, misty eyed and quiet under her hand, the complete opposite of himself on the ice.
    He loved Ilya, who loved him, and who had so much love taken from him.
    He was standing next to Yuna, who had more than enough to give.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    this got me crying omg i love Yuna going all mom mode on Ilya 🥹🥹

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    Shane Hollander seems to get a new tattoo of a flower or leaf every time something significant happens to him. Ilya's curiosity threatens to drive him mad.

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    01 Feb 2026

  3. Rec 36

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    “such strenuous living, I just don’t understand, when in just seven days, oh baby…I can make you a man.”

    ilya shares his love of rocky horror with shane which leads to a chaotic halloween.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    i love rocky horror and hollanov this is so peak

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    Dennis Whitaker, back on the farm after his first year away at college, fatefully meets the new town doctor, Dr Robby, when his father has a heart attack.

    An instant attraction sparks the first sexual relationship Dennis has ever been in, and the first time he learns the devastating effects of love.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    oh the angst... the feels .. augh 💔 op i hope ur pillow is always cold, yr charger works at every angle, ur never late for anything ❤️

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    Dennis Whitaker’s life is in freefall.

    Dennis' family disowned him for coming out and breaking off an engagement they'd spent years cultivating, his medical career was destroyed after being blackballed in the industry from his ex-family's foundation, and now he scrapes by as a barista, barely able to afford coffee, let alone his dreams.

    Exhausted, broke, and invisible in a city that once promised him everything, Dennis stumbles through double shifts until a chance encounter changes his fate:

    Dr. Michael “Robby” Robinavitch, a charming, wealthy celebrity in the medical industry, walks into Dennis’s coffee shop and sees past his exhaustion and desperation to the man beneath. What starts as flirtation quickly deepens when Robby offers Dennis warmth, kindness, and a way out, where both parties can get exactly what they want.

    For Robby, a relationship where he knows exactly where both parties stand. For Dennis, a chance to live in the lap of luxury and have a chance at returning to the industry he loves. For both? They'll have to decide if this relationship is purely transactional, or if something deeper is bubbling under the surface.

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    21 Nov 2025

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    literally no words could describe how amazing this fic is its got everything romance angst comedy what more could someone ask for 🤩