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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    My first memory upon waking is that of how he died.

    Words spat out with a bitter longing, a hand squeezing around his heart until it burst, screams and yelling and arguing. That’s how it had happened. He had stumbled and staggered and eventually fallen, attempting and failing to grab the desk he had laid a silver tray on barely moments before. He had faded from consciousness quickly, yet not quick enough to avoid the sight of his skin being torn apart, the gashes spilling thick and deep crimson blood. Not a pretty sight. Then he had passed out. Into a dreamless sleep where he could still feel the burning of his identity being ripped away and being replaced by… something else.

    Me.

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    Friends of Dorothy. Get it... because they're- because they're gay and I'm so funny right? Ehe.

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    07 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    Julian Bashir finds himself expelled from Starfleet and the Federation, stranded on Cardassia without as much as a translator. In his depression, he just wanders, until he finds a little kid in need of help...

    Written for the Babel Trek Open Project!

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    The child turns back to his small pile of possessions, digging through the old clothes until he finds something. The boy gives him an old and worn book. " Yiah’go." If Julian remembers correctly, that's the imperative form of read.

    Julian winces because he can’t tell a story. He doesn’t know the language well enough — then he sees it’s a grammar book. Probably something salvaged in the rubble, since a child that young wouldn’t be attending school anyway, even if his circumstances had been different.

    "Yiah’go." The kid leans on him, rubbing his eyes and letting out a small noise that sounds suspiciously like a yawn.

    Julian sighs to himself, taking a few deep breaths. He can do this. Julian starts to make up a story in his own language, moving his hands through the air. At this point he doesn't think the child will care.

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    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So so fire

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Rather than setting her to work, Hades turns Eurydice’s soul into a songbird, as a gift for his wife. Persephone isn’t too happy about keeping her canary trapped in a gilded cage.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    NOOOOOOOO but so good

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Imprisoned at Dominion Internment Camp 371, Doctor Julian Bashir struggles to adapt. His skills are needed and there is at least a thin hope of escape, but survival at the hands of the Jem'Hadar is a daily struggle for everyone. Much relies on Garak back on Deep Space Nine. But even if Julian does get home, what will follow him?

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    08 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Absolutely bloody lovely

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    It's business as usual on Terok-err, Deep Space Nine. The Universal Translators receive an update and they temporarily break. Garak uses the ensuing chaos to his advantage, at least until another manipulator comes along and spoils his fun.

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    04 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SO GOOD