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• To lose an angel by Ichwillcryan

  Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  14 May 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Dean Winchester
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Sam Winchester
  • Bottom Castiel/Top Dean Winchester
  • Drunk Sex
  • Anal Sex
  • Smut
  • Fluff and Angst
  • way more angst than i originally planned
  • It's All John Winchester's Fault
  • sam is the only one with common sense
  • Heavy Drinking
  • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • dean has the emotional intelligence of burnt toast
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • The Author Regrets Everything
  • I'm Bad at Tagging
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Canon Related
  • Temporary Character Death
  • Homophobic Language
  • Dean Winchester is Not Okay
  • Castiel Loves Dean Winchester
  • Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings
  • Dean Winchester Thinks Castiel is Dead
  • Supportive Sam Winchester
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • John Winchester's A+ Parenting
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Suicidal Dean Winchester
  • Dead Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Resurrection

  Summary

  Dean works through his feelings after spending a night with Cas, and somehow everything that can go wrong, does.

  Set somewhere in the late seasons, Gabriel is running heaven and Cas is a fully powered angel again, Dean and Sam live in the bunker.

  Language:

  English

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