IndecisiveEm
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Due to his most recent tour, Tooru found himself visiting Japan, but without any home to return to. To maintain his safety, he was required to date a newly hired bodyguard in public without anyone knowing the latter's job, after receiving odd comments online. Finding himself sharing his space with another, Tooru feared that his secrets would be revealed.
He didn't want to be left only with his useless pride.
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Kiyoomi had been pining for his knight for years, yet despite all the signs, the other remained oblivious, despite still being as cheerful and devoted. It was carving a hole in his heart.
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Shouyou was always there to provide Kiyoomi with the help he needed. If he was overwhelmed and needed space, he would do anything to ensure that. If he was aching and his joints hurt, he would notice it without a word and offer him a massage. It warmed him up —it always did. The tips of his ears would usually burn red by the end.But although the blush never dulled, he started feeling imprisoned by his own feelings. Kiyoomi always took time to digest his emotions and come to terms with them, and despite seeing no need in hiding them from Shouyou, he felt as if they went unperceived, and he felt helpless.
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Mistake
/mɪˈsteɪk/
Noun
An act or judgement that is misguided or wrong.Flipping the nonexistent pages of his dictionary, Atsumu just sighed as he melted into his chair. It wasn’t a mistake. It couldn’t have been a mistake.
To mistake.
Verb
Be wrong about.He couldn’t have mistaken his feelings to the point of invalidity. But could feeling right catch flames and burn as hot in his chest?
If Shouyou thought of him important enough to even reach the moon, he might as well bring the ladder.
And so he caved in.
What happened once happened twice more. It didn’t stop happening until the bridge they crossed no longer had enough logs to hold both of them. One of them had to fall eventually.
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Or, a drunken party after Atsumu and Hinata's recent encounter led to an arrangement built on hidden feelings.
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Kenma's transition to university was anything but smooth, especially when he wanted to join the band club for a hobby he refused to give up. Things only got worse when the bassist made a bad first impression. But with an upcoming competition and soon-to-be failed exams forcing them to work together, Kenma found that as he tuned his guitar, his heart started to resonate at a different frequency. Much like a song evolving through stages of composition, their story unfolded, as Kenma wrestled with feelings he refused to acknowledge.
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Kenma wonders if past him from just two months would be proud of him if he was to see him now.
He felt like he knew them for longer than it was. Bokuto was a big brother figure and despite his open personality, Kenma wasn’t surprised he found comfort in being his friend. Akaashi was an easy pick. From the start, Kenma knew they’d get along.
Then there was Kuroo. Though Kenma liked to think of him as his “arch nemesis,” he’d spent most of his time with him ever since Kuroo began helping him with his studies, even after exams were over.
But as days went by, that felt more like an excuse. Maybe he did enjoy being his friend, beat him. No one had to know that.
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Tooru hates Atsumu, despite spending nearly every day around him due to their shared college friends. But Tooru has a secret—one that risks being exposed when he wakes up one day in Atsumu’s body.
Believing himself to be a wingless bird for feeling different, the two must work together to undo whatever misfortune has befallen them.
Maybe he still has a chance to fly, after all.
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He hated Atsumu’s dyed hair, his snickers, and his explosive personality. But Tooru would be a damn liar (more than he already was) if he denied how lucky—and beautiful—Atsumu was to smile softly, without a hint of fakeness, when talking to or about his brother, despite all the insults flying back and forth.To be loved unconditionally was a feeling Tooru chased after until he broke and fell like a wingless bird believing himself capable of flying only to get hurt and pained, with no one to take care of his wounds.
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oh not to lose in silver heap (the one you dreamed, the cherished) by safittarius for strwbunny
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
24 Dec 2025
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Throughout Kaveh's ups and downs, Alhaitham is always there, watching.
How much is ambition worth?
Where does the border between conviction and mania lie?
If the voice is to be trusted, Alhaitham will one day ask Kaveh these questions. If he’s lucky, he will even get the responses.
What will it take for you to stop wasting away?
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21 Jun 2026
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Over (and over) by LittleWhiteTie for 816dreams
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
24 Jul 2025
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Kaveh is drawn back into the life of his superhero ex after a call for help—Alhaitham’s been injured and has no one else to turn to. As Kaveh takes care of Alhaitham, old feelings resurface, and he begins to question whether leaving was really the right decision.
“I’ve gotta go home to feed Mehrak and change her litter, but I’ll be back soon.”
Alhaitham blinks at Kaveh. “You’re… coming back?”
“I can’t just leave you alone like this.”
Alhaitham’s lips quirk up. “I should’ve gotten stabbed six months ago,” he utters under his breath.
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21 Jun 2026
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Help, There’s a Starfish on the Roof! by dtnvrr4
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
09 Jun 2026
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Kaveh had been clear. No poetic wording. No room for misunderstandings. No room for miscommunication.
“I don’t see you that way,” Alhaitham replied flatly.
Wow. So straightforward. So concise. Zero social etiquette.
The heartbreak had not even settled in yet and Kaveh already wanted to throw him off the building.
Cyno @tcg_pharaoh:
why is alhaitham on the roofTighnari @actual_leader:
what roof?? like about to jump??Cyno @tcg_pharaoh:
no he’s lying down flat like a starfish on the cement and just staring at the skyStar_Airbnb @star_villas:
🔗 StarFish Rooftop Villa, 2Bedroom, 1.5 Bathroom with View(or: Kaveh was the one who got rejected by Alhaitham, so why is his junior acting like a tragically abandoned stray cat?)
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20 Jun 2026
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A Treatise on Deferred Confessions (or, How to Misinterpret Love as a Failure of Communication) by the_untamed_poet25
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
14 Jun 2026
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“I wanted you to stop me,” he says. “That night I packed my things. I wanted you to say—don’t go. I thought you would, but you didn’t. And I told myself you didn’t care. That you never did.”
Silence.
The kind that floods every room. The kind that knows what it’s doing.
Then—
“I thought you knew,” Alhaitham says. “I thought you were just waiting for me to say it because you didn’t want to risk being wrong.”
Kaveh stares. “Well. That’s incredibly fucking stupid.”
Alhaitham nods once. “It is.”
They stare at each other. It is not the usual staring. It is not bickering or strategizing or seeing who blinks first. It is something else. Something deeper. Something cracking.
Cyno coughs pointedly. “Do you require further divine intervention, or will you kiss now?”
Or, Kaveh assumes Alhaitham will eventually say the thing, Alhaitham assumes Kaveh already knows the thing, and everyone else in Sumeru suffers accordingly.
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- Part 35 of Kavetham / Haikaveh Oneshots & Twoshots
- Part 26 of A Treatise on Intellectual Dumbasses and Their Incomprehensible Love
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19 Jun 2026
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Sign Me a Love Song by Anonymous
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 May 2026
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Bakugou's hearing has deteriorated after years of explosions and after much persuasion and denial he finally learns Japanese Sign Language to pacify his doctors and agency. Todoroki notices him practicing one night and realizes this is the perfect way for them to communicate without relying on shouting at each other. He takes it upon himself to learn JSL in secret but gets found out by Bakugou and for once the blond doesn't respond with anger.
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