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    Coach Wiebe looked at them apologetically, “It’s probably better, at least for now.” He gestured in a way that said ‘it’s out of my hands, boys, sorry’ which made Shane feel a little better. And, he did agree with the decision. This would be their first season on the same team, they were the first married couple in MLH history, there were a lot of unprecedented things they had to deal with. Ilya didn’t look thrilled.

    “Makes no sense.” He groused, “We live together but we can not share a hotel room?”

    or: the Centaurs think it's a good idea to have Ilya and Shane sleep in different hotel rooms. They're wrong.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Ilya is pregnant with twins.

    Two years ago, Shane miscarried their baby.

     
    A soft but emotional AU with married, retired Hollanov just wanting to build a family. Please read the tags carefully.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Shane.

    The only person who makes every scary moment better.

    Another bang. A crack. A weird huff of air sensation, feeling like something was blowing out. The plane, Ilya thought, dropping slowly, uncontrollably, falling out of the sky.

    “What the fuck?” The familiar voice of Wyatt Hayes, coming from the row in front of Ilya, tinges of fear and confusion. “Are we falling out of the fucking sky?”

     

    OR, the centaurs’ plane does crash.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”

    Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.

    “Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.

    He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.

    Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.

    Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.

    All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.

     

    Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out

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    24 Jul 2026

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    What did Ilya's radio silence of 2003/2004 look like for young Shane Hollander?

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    22 Jul 2026