IwasReloading



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    “Between them, their souls throb, entangled and weaved in ways he cannot comprehend properly, but cherishes nonetheless. One says I love you and the other echoes.”

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Alastor and Lucifer explore intimacy at a new level, with some... mixed outcomes.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Most people didn't manifest the mark of their soulmate right away. Oh, sure, it happened – it had happened with Lucifer, before anyone had known what a soulmate even was, before anyone had realised such a thing was possible for angels – but it was pretty uncommon.

    And it was absolutely possible for it to break – or fade. It was pretty unlikely on Earth, hardly ever happened during the span of a regular human life – but when the souls in question were immortal? Yeah, sometimes things changed. Relationships grew distant, love degraded. Once you'd experienced the bond fading – or worse, breaking? – no, most people were a little wary about throwing themselves into a new relationship.

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    Lucifer has experienced having a soulmate. Alastor has never been interested in the concept. Something is dreadfully wrong, because Lucifer is seeing shadows move out of the corner of his eye - and Alastor's claws are glowing golden.

    Shit.

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    Lucifer comforts a pained, sickly Alastor dealing with the side effects of his hormone suppressants. Though he loathes the feeling of needing an alpha, Alastor nonetheless is soothed by his company, and decides to keep spending time with him. Ultimately, this leads to Alastor offering a deal. He'll go completely off his suppressants, but Lucifer needs to help him through his next heat. If he enjoys it, he'll keep letting Lucifer help him. If he hates it, he'll go back to using suppressants to keep other alphas away from him, and he'll simply keep relieving the pain through cuddling and scenting. Lucifer agrees.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    He was flesh and bone, and Alastor never remembered that until Lucifer — touched him. Pushed his hand away, brushed their shoulders together, nudged his side before making some ridiculous joke. Every time, the realisation came anew, and refused to stick.

    In which Alastor begrudgingly explores his relationship with touch, intimacy (in all its forms), and Lucifer (also in all his forms).

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    26 May 2026