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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    When you watch a man shave his face in the morning, mutter to himself while he looks for his shoes, bang his shin into the coffee table for the second time in a week and cry out in irritation—how can you help but love him?

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    In a sense, Dan has known Phil all his life. Others have known him longer, known him since he took his first breath in front of a live television audience, but it seems to Dan that no one has known him better.

    or: phil’s life is a tv show, and he’s the only one who doesn’t know. dan—actor, fan, hot for a badly dressed bottle blond—auditions for a leading role. this goes about as well as dan howell + reality tv stardom could possibly go.

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    28 May 2026

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    oh my god they were flatmates / the fuckboy!phil au we all deserve

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    09 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    There aren’t many fundamental truths to the universe that Dan recognizes, but this one he knows for certain: if things had been different, if they’d never met, Phil would have been fine without him. Dan most certainly wouldn’t have been. It doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a fact, like the sky being blue, or London being perpetually bleak.

    Phil isn’t fine. Dan feels a bit like his whole world has pitched sideways. The worst part is Phil hasn’t seemed to notice.

    (Phil versus therapy. Or, more accurately, Dan versus Phil versus therapy.)

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    26 Apr 2026

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    October, 2009: Dan is meeting Phil for the first time tomorrow. He just has to get through this night.

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    “The precious desire burning deep in Dan's gut is intoxicating and he should be so much more scared than he is. He’s still plenty terrified, but maybe just this once he can allow his heart to want this. He’ll pick up the shattered pieces later.”

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    formidable: (adj.) causing you to have fear or respect for something or someone because that thing or person is large, powerful, or difficult

    (title and inspiration from Formidable by twenty one pilots)

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    20 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    “Right, not that I want to question your actions,” Serim used his fingers to quote-unquote what Seongmin said earlier, “But I am confused on why you’re treating him so nicely if you've read my text."

    Seongmin rolled his eyes playfully, letting himself fall heavily on the couch by Minhee’s side. “I've been lonely all day so I gave us a small moment of tenderness before we wreck him ‘til kingdom come,” he explained, tone way too light for those words. Minhee tensed, suddenly well aware of the fire burning inside of him and his forgotten cock. “Plus, even if he didn't completely come clean, he did tell me he bit you, so I decided it was enough to give him a little break. But now, I want to hear both sides of the story instead of just yours. Mimi, this is your last chance to explain yourself. Serimie already told me all that you did today, so there's no point in hiding anything unless you want to be punished even more.” 

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    Minhee misbehaves around Serim's studio, and surprisingly enough, actions have consequences.

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    13 Feb 2026