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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Rozanov, I’m here because I need a practice kiss.”

    Ilya freezes, staring at Shane, half-expecting a laugh or a punch or anything just to snap him out of this strange dream.

    “A what?”

    “A kiss,” Shane says, his voice low, almost daring, and Ilya feels it hit somewhere deep he doesn’t even know he has. “Just practice. Just once.”

    Ilya lets out a slow breath and rubs his face with his hand. “You knocked on my door, late at night, to ask me to help you… practice kissing?”

    Or: Shane needs kissing practice, and his rival is a terrible, obvious idea

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    After divorce and retirement, Ilya Rozanov finds himself back in Shane Hollander's orbit. It's been thirteen years since they've spoken.

    Ilya finds ways to stay.

    Shane finds ways to let him.

    Or.

    Pathetic Divorced Man Ilya Rozanov spends an increasing amount of time with his ex.

    title from even now by william fitzsimmons

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    07 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 57

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    Luring Shane's new boyfriend into a bathroom, spilling a drink on a Hollywood A-lister and mildly upsetting a flock of nuns was not exactly plan A. It may not even have been any of the plans B through Y. But the great thing about arriving at plan Z was that he didn't have to make sensible choices any more. He had no choice left at all.

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    Back in 2017 Shane Hollander doesn't get his bell rung in the game against Boston, and Ilya breaks things off that evening. It's best for both of them. Ilya needs to work on finding a woman he likes enough to keep around, and Shane deserves to be with a good guy. Someone who would make his world bigger, not smaller. Even if that means Ilya has a black pit where his heart should be when he lifts the Stanley Cup for the second time a few months later.

    So when Shane shows up to the 2018 All Stars blushing and smiling at his phone Ilya starts the weekend off determined to be happy for him. He ends the weekend out of options, out of dignity and completely out of left socks. Time to burn everything down -may the best asshole win.

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    05 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    04 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Ilya was sitting outside, at a café, annoyed at the world and most of all at Sasha and Svetlana. Until he sees a pretty, handsome guy, crying under a streetlight.

     

    (a continuation of "Autumn Bloom" (microfic))

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    01 Jun 2026