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    I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”

    “Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.

    He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still. 

    Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.

    shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.

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    Shane is an accountant for the Mafia and does a routine audit. Nothing is routine for Ilya Rozanov.

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    “Finish drink, it is getting late.” He commanded, he waved over the bartender. “He will pay now.” Ilya told her.

    “Right, wait,” Shane lifted of his stool slightly, Ilya taking advantage and gazing down at his ass. Then looking back up, seeing the black card hitting the bar top.

    Fuck, this was going to be good.

    Ilya Rozanov is a broke, college student, scared of being deported as he moves closer to the end of his college days. He also needs money. So when he finds a lonely, rich, closeted hockey player, what better a way to make money than become his not so traditional sugar baby?

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    Previously titled: what love could feel like (if we let it)

    The MLH would never admit it outright, but the message was clear. There had never been a professional omega hockey player, and Shane Hollander wouldn’t be the first.

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    After being booted from the professional hockey world, Shane spent the last seven years hating himself, re-building, and trying to find a way forward.

    Meanwhile, Ilya spent the first seven years of his hockey career constructing an impenetrable wall around himself built of detachment, control, and the philosophy of never needing anyone.

    When the two are paired together by a system neither of them chose, they’ll have to confront the possibility that love might demand more than either of them are prepared to give.

    But some promises were never meant to be forgotten: “See you at the draft.”

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    24 May 2026