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    It took a moment for Ilya’s brain to catch up.

    “My father knows about me and Shane?”

    “The whole world knows about you and Shane! Did you not hear me?”

    Or: Shane's phone is stolen in Sochi. They're outed and and have to go on the run together to get out of Russia before being caught by the Russian authorities.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    EXECUTIVE SUMMARY
    On the night of 14–15 December 1984, four senior officers of the Soviet ballistic missile submarine K-219, designation Krasnyy Oktyabr', arrived on United States soil. Their defection is assessed as voluntary, premeditated, and of EXCEPTIONAL intelligence value. This event is to be treated as a TIER ONE defection. Unauthorized disclosure will be prosecuted under Executive Order 12333.

    SECTION I — DEFECTING PERSONNEL
    1. Captain First Rank ILYA ROZANOV, 30 years old. Commanding Officer, K-219. Ten years service, Soviet Northern Fleet. Graduate, Frunze Naval Academy, 1972. Rozanov is assessed as the primary architect of the defection. Motivation assessed as ideological disillusionment regarding the Soviet criminalization of homosexuality, compounded by a romantic relationship with [REDACTED].

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    12 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Shane’s hands were rougher than they looked.

    It was something Ilya loved about them. How wide they were; how sturdy; how callused. From afar, so many parts of Shane looked primped and polished. But pressed against his chest, they were a firm weight that lightly scraped his skin as Shane slid him inside. It was always a treat when Shane topped. A treat to watch; a treat to feel; a treat to drown.

    And he was drowning.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov spoke like he knew him because he fucking did.

    “Oh my god,” Shane shrieked, the sound too loud for the space. “Oh my GOD,” Shane repeated, heart thrumming in his chest just like before.

    This was a sick, cosmic fucking joke. How hadn’t Shane put two and two together before? His memory and pattern recognition were what made him so good at his job, his ability to remember the small details others tend to over look is what made him recoil into himself because others didn’t remember minute particulars, others certainly didn’t voice them and make others uncomfortable. 

    Shane couldn’t believe it. How had he been so fucking blind? So fucking obtuse all these months with the back and forth?  

    Rose’s comment weeks ago came front and center into his mind.

    “He’s really getting under your skin, isn’t he?”

    Shane wanted to fucking die. 

    Shane Hollander knew Ilya Rozanov. How the fuck could he ever forget?

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    An office AU no one asked for.

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    07 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    TL,DR: A deeply unhinged, sexy, gothic, paperwork-heavy event. But still an event.

    Rozanov is headlining Louder Than Life. The Vampire Lestat is direct support. This is already a scheduling insult, a management problem, and a spiritual emergency, depending on who you ask.

    Shane Hollander is only supposed to photograph their set.

    Unfortunately, Lestat notices the camera. Then he notices Shane. Then he notices exactly where Shane’s want can be touched without leaving fingerprints.

    Ilya sees enough to know something is wrong, but not enough to stop Shane from choosing the shot anyway. Which is how a five-minute media tent favour turns into contaminated evidence, a consent problem with cheekbones, and the ugliest possible version of access.

    First three, no flash. No pulse. No privacy.

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    03 Jul 2026