Lilly_Nightfall



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    Sarah turned thirty this year. An age that seemed dreadfully old before and after, an age she felt she was unlikely to reach. It felt like both an achievement and also extremely anticlimactic.

    There was a movie Sarah watched with her friends before about a teenage girl who wants to be thirty. What had she said? Thirty, flirty, and thriving. Sarah snorts, wrings out the final shirt, climbs onto the fire escape, and begins pinning the wet items to the line there. Try thirty, still living with your dad after surviving the actual end of the world, raising your 10-year-old sister, and, some winters, barely surviving. It doesn't have the same ring.

     

    A little AU where Sarah survives outbreak night and sixteen years later lives a relatively quiet life with her dad and sister Ellie in the Boston QZ. When they're forced outside the wall to save Ellie, Sarah has to fight in ways she hasn't before for her family to survive.

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    She picks up the keychain. It only has one key on it, and it’s a boring keychain, just one of those stretchy plastic bracelet ones that look like hair ties.

    But it’s still a house key.

    “You’ve known me for less than eighteen hours.”

    “Highlight of my life,” Joel mutters.

    Or: Another foster kid au!

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    “Her name is Ellie,” she says, eyes still on the sweet, slumbering child. “Take care of her. Don’t fuck this up, Joel.”

    He doesn’t respond, just watches until Marlene is gone and moves to lock the door once more, knowing it’s probably about to be a long night with very little sleep.

    Glancing down at the baby – Ellie – Joel releases a slow breath. “Looks like it’s just you and me, kid.”

    Fucking hell, he’s got his work cut out for him.

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    (Joel raises Ellie. Some things change while others stay the same. A journey from Boston to Wyoming.)

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    Joel used to be Ellie's favorite person in the world. Her hero. Now, she just glared right through him.

    Sarah would yell at Joel for it if she was here.

    She wasn’t.

    Still, her shadow was sitting in the kitchen with them.

    “I…” Halfway through his sentence, Joel turned his eyes down the hallway and instead towards his own room.

    “Daddy, I miss you.” Ellie’s little toddler voice returned to his ear, from all of those years ago.

    It felt fair, that he hadn’t paid enough attention to those three little words then, and now he was feeling them himself.

    Joel felt the burden of tears stinging in his eyes. “I miss you. I miss how we were. You’re still my little girl.”

    Ellie’s molars clamped down on the inside of her cheek as anger washed over her face. “I’m thirteen,” She corrected shortly. “And you were the one who taught me not to need you. It’s not gonna change just ‘cause you want to actually fucking be a dad now.”

     

    TLDR: Ellie is Sarah's baby sister. Sarah still dies on apocalypse night, and Ellie is left with their father, broken now. This will go all the way through season one with this muchhhh added baggage.

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    Max chose Chloe.

    Now they have to figure out what that means.

    Somewhere between motel rooms, grief, and quiet moments that feel too real to touch, something between them starts to settle into place.

    They don’t have a plan and don’t have answers, but they have time. And for now, that’s enough.

    OR: how max and chloe very slowly, very messily stop pretending they aren't super fucking in love with each other

    Set post-LiS canon, on the road

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