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Shane Hollander has spent years making sure no one knows he is an omega.
Suppressants, scent-neutralizing products, careful routines, and sheer force of will have gotten him all the way to the MHL without anyone finding out. As far as the world knows, Shane is a beta. A good, reliable, unremarkable beta.
Then his suppressants fail during a game against Boston, and fortunately for Shane, Ilya Rozanov is close enough to notice.
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02 Jul 2026
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Over the years he thought maybe, just maybe, being knotted by an alpha semi regularly might change something, like his biology would one day answer Ilya’s despite their ups and downs. He even helped Rozanov through a rut one time, and at the time he thought surely his inner omega would finally respond to his pheromones and the teeth shaped bruises on his nape that almost resembled mating bites and give him a heat.
But nothing.
Heats are the last thing on his mind right now though. Ilya is spending two weeks with him at his cottage, alone. Completely and utterly alone. Together.__________________________
Omega Shane has never had a heat. Over the years, he has given up on expecting to have one, but when he spends two weeks with alpha Ilya in the comfort of his cottage, something unexpected happens: he is thrown head first into his very first heat. Luckily, Ilya is there to help.
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28 Jun 2026
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Pellem Vertere Shock by Shycells
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
27 May 2026
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Ilya’s heart shattered. Tears sprang to his eyes, and he buried his face in Shane's neck to hide them, kissing him and whispering how much he loved him as Shane whined and begged and whimpered for something he couldn’t give him. It lasted for hours, no matter how hard Ilya fucked him or how many times he used the knotting toy. Shane was delirious, could not seem to comprehend that Ilya was a Beta, no matter how many times he reminded him, apologized to him, begged him with his eyes to please stop. When Shane finally passed out, Ilya sat up staring at the wall for hours.
He’d finally figured it out, the one thing he could never give Shane, no matter how much he tried. There was no substitute, no toy that could compare. Ilya was lacking, and Shane knew it now, would come to his senses and realize Ilya couldn’t give him what he really needed. For the first time since his childhood, Ilya thought about dying. Not killing himself, never that, but maybe somehow going to sleep and not waking up.
Or, Beta Ilya Rozanov loves Omega Shane Hollander so much it hurts. A hit on the ice changes everything between them, but not the one thing that matters.
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- Part 1 of Heated Omegaverse
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25 Jun 2026
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Ilya was born a powerful Alpha. He was taught that an alpha’s worth was measured in dominance, victories, and the ability to bend others to his will.
So when the chance came to claim a disgraced omega as a mate, an omega whose knowledge could lift his struggling team, the Centaurs, he took it.
That omega was Shane Hollander, once a phenom in the Omega League.
Until the scandal.Accused of throwing a game for an alpha he’d been seeing, Shane was banned from the sport he loved. The Alpha walked away unscathed. Shane bore the punishment alone.
As part of his atonement, he was forced to attend every match, chained in a public place called the Penalty Box, a humiliating spectacle where he had to watch the game he could no longer play. Fans jeered. Former teammates looked away.
And Ilya saw an opportunity.
To become Shane’s mate meant gaining full access to Shane’s tactical mind. Omega knowledge was instinctive and deep and, in a bonded pair, fully open to the alpha. For Ilya, it was a career move. A shortcut.
Their marriage began as a cold transaction:
An ambitious alpha and an outcast omega bound by law, not love.
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24 Jun 2026
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Embers of A Hidden Legacy by ACourtOfLoveAndHealing
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas, Throne of Glass Series - Sarah J. Maas
15 Sep 2025
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As Eris worries about the upcoming Hybern war, his mother Aurelia, Lady of the Autumn Court, has something to gift him in preparation for the battle. Eris's hidden legacy comes into play when he is passed the two most important heirlooms of his Mother's House.
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- Part 3 of Eris Week Fics
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22 Jun 2026