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till death, I'll give you my breath by booksandpaperss
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
19 Feb 2025
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“Here’s what’s gonna happen,” Chuuya starts, conviction (and probably some desperation) firm in his voice. “Neither of us are gonna leave this damn room. Call in sick, or whatever the fuck I don’t care, but you’re not going into work, or anywhere today. I’ll fucking hold you down just like this if I have to. Got it?”
Dazai cocks his head, and Chuuya can tell he’s really trying hard to maintain the bored look on his face. Chuuya’s known Dazai long enough to recognize when he’s curious.
“Am I being held hostage by the mafia right now? Is that what’s happening?”
In which Dazai succeeds in the death he’s always longed for, and Chuuya and Atsushi will do whatever it takes to save the man who saved them before they even realized they were being saved. However many times it takes.
A study in loving someone who refuses to be loved.
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27 Sep 2025
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“I never thought the real sun would be so warm,” Dazai murmurs from the backseat. In the rearview mirror, Chuuya watches Dazai press his cheek adoringly against the window. A snake coils in his stomach.
This wasn't what he expected when he was told to pick up his boyfriend from work.
In which Dazai is transformed into a traumatized nine-year-old, and while no one can resist peering into the cracks in his psyche...
No one expects who peers back.
(Chapter 2 reuploaded with edit and updates!)
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02 Sep 2025
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It’s easy to dismiss the nausea at first, in the wake of the implosion of his entire life.
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In which, unknowingly, Dazai does not leave the Mafia alone.
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- Part 9 of it takes a village
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23 Aug 2025
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carve your love into my skin by EmpressofWallachia
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Apr 2025
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Chuuya looks underneath Dazai's bandages without his permission. This breach of trust isn't one mendable with words alone.
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Dazai is the Book itself, and only so many pages remain.
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19 Jul 2025
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“You are still a kid too, you know.”
Dazai narrows his eyes. “I’m nearly twenty three.”
“Compared to me, twenty three is nothing.” Fukuzawa chuckles at his own joke. “I still feel like a child sometimes, even at my age. We never really grow out of it.”
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In learning how to feel happiness, Dazai gets the chance to finally live the childhood he never got to have. Maybe there is no greater meaning to life, but that’s something he has to figure out for himself. This is a story of healing, learning to love, and acceptance, in every sense of the words.
Inspired by all the “de-aging” fics out there that use time travel to deal with the trauma these kids went through (which I absolutely adore!) Time moves forward, and they can’t change the past, but it’s never too late to start to heal.
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- Part 1 of was it worth our youth?
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08 Jul 2025