Malacha
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i'm unhinged and you're undone by carcrashtheory
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
19 Jun 2026
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A few tables away, he'd noticed a teal-haired young man stealing glances at him from where the knights sat. Illuga's only ever heard of him before, yet he'd recognized him immediately as Lohen from the 5th Company, if he recalled correctly.
How curious.
Lohen looked at him like he knew Illuga could use a mistake that night.
--or: in which illuga is dead tired of being the perfect captain and wants to fall apart for once... and lohen is his mistake just waiting to happen.
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22 Jun 2026
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"The suffering won't fadе just because time's past, and as for thе eerie night I spend with you…" by Sunflower_vampire2024
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
21 Jun 2026
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Illuga desperately wants to understand the menace that is the Vice Captain of the 5th company... so he convinces him to come over for a drink or two. What transpires because of it, however... he did not expect.
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22 Jun 2026
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The same story as seen by two pairs of eyes that are similar only in color.
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22 Jun 2026
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Face flushed and wet with tears, Illuga looks so completely overwhelmed. It’s obviously his first time with someone like Lohen, someone who refuses to treat him like a perfect, precious prince. He bets that everyone who has ever been so lucky as to part Illuga’s thighs has taken him with nothing but respect, showering him with affection and maybe even love. What makes Illuga so worthy of that? What makes Illuga so different from him?
Bitterness, with all the disgusting acidity of bile, surges through him. You’re just like me, and I’ll prove it to you. I’ll tear you apart, feather by feather, if that’s what it takes. I’ll set you free, little bird.
How is it possible to want to hurt someone so badly while also wanting to take away all their pain? It’s pure madness, the way Illuga makes him feel, and yet Lohen has never claimed to be anything but.
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- Part 2 of The Sun Inside Your Heart
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22 Jun 2026
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Lohen could hate him, curse him, tear him apart with every bitter word he had. Illuga would still stay, still count each fragile breath, still refuse to leave him alone long enough to die. It was obsession, maybe, but Illuga no longer cared. If being hated was the price of keeping Lohen alive, then he would gladly pay it until hatred became living.
(Illuga's POV in "If I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow")
(Chap. 1 to 5 = Written before Lohen release
Chap 6 to 8 = Written after Lohen release)- Language:
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19 Jun 2026