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It all starts with a drunken and not-so-innocent “Gods, what I'd pay for a night with your brother Felix,” a confession by a very influenced Changbin. It continues with Chan's calculating, “How much are we talking exactly?”
And if Chan accepts it's because of the money, and decidedly not because of that little something in the very depths of himself that he will not acknowledge.
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17 Aug 2025
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“Felix.” There’s the anger Felix is looking for. “I’m disappointed in you.”
Felix can’t help it. He snorts. “Not like you were ever proud of me in the first place.”
Felix tried, he really did. He put himself through hell just for his father’s love, but it’s clearly never going to be enough.
Felix is never going to be enough.
He’s sick of it. So utterly sick of it.
Felix is done trying.
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10 Aug 2025
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Felix has always believed sex is a soul bond, so when his boyfriend ditches him for wanting to wait, Chan—the “totally straight” roommate who brings girls home like clockwork—just shrugs and says “sex is just sex.” Their friends pile on needling input, making everything worse instead of helping. Fired up, Felix dares himself to prove them wrong, even if it means risking becoming “one of his girls” in Chan’s casual playbook and tossing aside his values. What started as a strong friendship blows up into a sizzling mix of jealousy, guilt, and unexpected attraction under one roof.
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15 Jun 2025
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Chan has always wanted to sleep with a virgin, and Felix seems like the perfect person to turn that fantasy into reality.
There’s just one problem: Felix is his best friend’s younger brother.
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14 Jun 2025
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Felix craved him in some sort of carnivorous way.
Candied delusion. So sweet like sugar floss on his tongue. The rush of fantasy that urged his body to work, work, work in hopes for some sort of reward that may or may not exist for him.
Felix glanced down at his phone, the screen dark and reflective. That morning, he had made sure to style his long, chocolate colored hair extra carefully. Made sure to dab rose petal blush across his sharp cheekbones, and made sure his lips were extra glossed and extra pink. He even decided to wear his glasses more often to work instead of his usual contacts, simply because Chan wore the same type of glasses too, as if that would make Chan like him. He woke up so much earlier than usual to do these girly, almost middle school like things, because—
Well. He wanted to be extra pretty for Chan.
He wanted him to want him. Wanted to see his eyes linger and his mouth water in some sort of raw, unraveled way.
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Lee Felix wants his dad's best friend and business partner to raw dog him.
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11 Oct 2023