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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    A story about finding yourself. About coming to terms with who you are and the struggle of accepting it.
    A story of devotion. Of pure and unconditional love that finds its way even in the darkest of places.
    An angel and a man that would give up everything for each other without a second thought.
    A love that isn‘t flawless by any means. A love that is so raw and real that it can withstand everything.

    Dean is posessed by the archangel Michael, that is locked behind a door inside his head for the moment. He plans a suicide mission to defeat him, but Sam can talk him out of it. But as the headaches get unbearable, Dean plans to go against his promise. He is stopped by Castiel in a way that he hadn't expected and it makes him question everything he thought he knew about himself.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    A story about finding yourself. About coming to terms with who you are and the struggle of accepting it.
    A story of devotion. Of pure and unconditional love that finds its way even in the darkest of places.
    An angel and a man that would give up everything for each other without a second thought.
    A love that isn‘t flawless by any means. A love that is so raw and real that it can withstand everything.

    Dean is posessed by the archangel Michael, that is locked behind a door inside his head for the moment. He plans a suicide mission to defeat him, but Sam can talk him out of it. But as the headaches get unbearable, Dean plans to go against his promise. He is stopped by Castiel in a way that he hadn't expected and it makes him question everything he thought he knew about himself.

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    “I will do it then,” Castiel said with confidence that he did not truly possess. “I will pretend to be a hunter and gain the trust of Dean Winchester so that we may locate Michael’s grace and restore him. I might not be as familiar with humanity as Balthazar is, but I am still a master tactician. I am certain that deceiving a few humans will be well within my capabilities.”

    As the humans would say, famous last words.

    (Dean is the fallen archangel Michael. Castiel is sent on a mission to restore him to his angelic self. Things get complicated, however, when Castiel finds himself falling for Dean.)

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “I will do it then,” Castiel said with confidence that he did not truly possess. “I will pretend to be a hunter and gain the trust of Dean Winchester so that we may locate Michael’s grace and restore him. I might not be as familiar with humanity as Balthazar is, but I am still a master tactician. I am certain that deceiving a few humans will be well within my capabilities.”

    As the humans would say, famous last words.

    (Dean is the fallen archangel Michael. Castiel is sent on a mission to restore him to his angelic self. Things get complicated, however, when Castiel finds himself falling for Dean.)

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    After a vampire hunt went awry, Dean lost his memories. He forgot his time in hell, purgatory, and the soldier his father forced him to be. Monsters, angels, demons, and all these crazy creatures existed and Dean—well Dean…didn’t know how to feel about all that. His brother sounded like he spent one too many nights in a looney bin. The world sounded insane coming from Sam’s mouth. But Castiel felt real. Cas was there when Dean woke up. Always there when the panic attacks hit, sleeping in his room, and looking at him like he mattered. Dean drew the only conclusion that makes sense: they must be together.

    Cas should correct him. He should tell him this was wishful thinking born from confusion and proximity from years of almosts. But Cas was human now and this version of Dean was softer and gentler than he’d ever known, untouched by years of trauma he buried deep. Who was he to ruin that perception? When Sam kept pushing to restore Dean’s memories, Cas found himself asking the question he never dared to before: Is the old Dean worth saving?

    Season 9 rewrite. Amnesia fic. No Ezekiel.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    After a vampire hunt went awry, Dean lost his memories. He forgot his time in hell, purgatory, and the soldier his father forced him to be. Monsters, angels, demons, and all these crazy creatures existed and Dean—well Dean…didn’t know how to feel about all that. His brother sounded like he spent one too many nights in a looney bin. The world sounded insane coming from Sam’s mouth. But Castiel felt real. Cas was there when Dean woke up. Always there when the panic attacks hit, sleeping in his room, and looking at him like he mattered. Dean drew the only conclusion that makes sense: they must be together.

    Cas should correct him. He should tell him this was wishful thinking born from confusion and proximity from years of almosts. But Cas was human now and this version of Dean was softer and gentler than he’d ever known, untouched by years of trauma he buried deep. Who was he to ruin that perception? When Sam kept pushing to restore Dean’s memories, Cas found himself asking the question he never dared to before: Is the old Dean worth saving?

    Season 9 rewrite. Amnesia fic. No Ezekiel.

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    Jack saves Castiel from the Empty. After a tearful reunion and a crushing hug from Dean, the angel is left confused when everything seems to return to a "normal" that no longer fits. The confession is yet to be addressed. Dean is avoidant, and Sam is pretending he can't see the shift in the room - he’s just relieved his older brother isn't drinking himself to death anymore.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Jack saves Castiel from the Empty. After a tearful reunion and a crushing hug from Dean, the angel is left confused when everything seems to return to a "normal" that no longer fits. The confession is yet to be addressed. Dean is avoidant, and Sam is pretending he can't see the shift in the room - he’s just relieved his older brother isn't drinking himself to death anymore.

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    Sam and Dean had found what they thought was an easy case to re-center themselves after their run-in in TV Land with Gabriel. Their easy salt and burn turned out to be a witch, who captured them and exposed the fact that Dean had an angelic mate. Cas, who was Dean's mate, came to rescue Dean, but the spell the witch had put on Dean jump started their mating season.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Sam and Dean had found what they thought was an easy case to re-center themselves after their run-in in TV Land with Gabriel. Their easy salt and burn turned out to be a witch, who captured them and exposed the fact that Dean had an angelic mate. Cas, who was Dean's mate, came to rescue Dean, but the spell the witch had put on Dean jump started their mating season.