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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    Dinner with the parents. Shane comes home after a long day and goes non-verbal and just wants to be held by his husband.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    After dissociating for a few hours there’s another knock at Ilya’s door.
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    Shane comes back after the tuna meltdown and they stumble their way through an actual conversation.

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    "Fuck, Hollander." God, Rozanov sounded wrecked, the pleasure-drowned sound of his voice drawing Shane's eyes open; gut-punched at what he saw when he did.

    Rozanov didn't just sound wrecked, he looked it, his flushed face hovering above Shane's, rosy mouth parted and panting, pupils almost completely eclipsing the blue, artery jumping in his neck so alluringly that Shane felt the impulse to bite it, to feel Rozanov's heartbeat between his teeth and know that Shane was the one making it race like that.

    The impulse was so strong that it scared him, Shane quickly shoving it down, using his hands to pull Rozanov down for a kiss instead, desperate and hungry, hiking his other knee up higher against Rozanov's side and—

    "Holy shit, Rozanov."

    Or, a more detailed look at Shane and Ilya's first time at Shane's apartment in E2.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “Well, I guess you got what you wanted from me already,” Hollander continued. “Whatever. Fuck you.”

    “Wait, no, Hollander.” Ilya turned, throwing an arm into Hollander’s path. “That’s not—”

    “No, it’s fine. Stupid of me to expect anything else.” Hollander shook his head, gaze downcast, the barest hint of angry pink tinging his freckled cheeks. “Thanks for making it good, at least.”

    It. His first time.

    Ilya was the worst sort of asshole.

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    In Sochi, Shane isn’t shy about calling out Ilya for ghosting after getting what he wanted. Once they’re safely away from Russia, Ilya forces himself to be honest with Shane about what that first time meant.

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    Shane doesn't get injured in the game against Boston after Ilya returns from his father's funeral. Full of grief and raw emotions, Ilya ends things that same night, convinced it's the only way to protect them both. They just need to let each other go, which shouldn't be so hard, right?

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    08 Jun 2026