Mindyja



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    The thought came fast, sharp enough to make him flinch.

    If he had just been braver, if he hadn’t kept hesitating, pulling back, weighing consequences as if they mattered more than this, more than Ilya, he could have been on a list. He could have been someone who didn’t have to stand here and beg for information.

    For a second, he thought about saying it. About leaning forward and saying, I’m his boyfriend.

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    AU where the plane accident leaves Ilya hospitalised.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Trigger Warnings: Rape on a man, manipulation, baby trapping, child neglect and abuse, drug possession and abuse as well as foul language.
    Please proceed with caution.

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    Farah Jalali calls Ilya in the middle of the night. She asks him if he ever knew a Emiliya Lebedeva. But more importantly did he ever have sexual relations with her 5 years ago. 5 years ago was November 2016. Shane had Rose. Ilya had nobody.

    Partially inspired by Nadia Rozanova by HeatedRivalryIlya

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Secret child

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    “Y-Yeah, totally,” Shane replied. “D-Do you uh– do you know who that kid with Rozanov is?”

    Scott laughed a little, tilting his head in confusion.

    “Probably Rozanov’s kid,” he informed Shane, causing his brain to stall completely.

    “You didn’t hear?” Scott asked, and Shane blinked, trying to reboot his mind from the crash that Scott had just caused. “It’s why he took time off,” Hunter informed him. “Found out he had a kid, I guess. Or something like that, I didn’t really get the details.”

    Of all the reasons he’d thought of for Ilya disappearing for the past month, this had never crossed his mind. A million different thoughts raced through Shane’s mind. How the hell was Ilya a dad, and why hadn’t he told Shane and how the fuck did Scott Hunter of all people find out before him and—

    And what the fuck was Shane supposed to do now?

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    After the tuna melt situation, Ilya suddenly disappears from hockey for six weeks, claiming some sort of family emergency. Shane showed up to the All-Star game ready to try and fix things, only to be shocked to find a little girl at Ilya's side with remarkably familiar blue eyes.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Secret child

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    Ilya inherits a surly grief-stricken nine year-old.

    Charlie lashes out with grief. Shane makes schedules and plans meals and angsts about what a terrible father he's turned out to be. Yuna tries desperately to build another kid into a sports prodigy. And Ilya isn't sure how to reconcile all the different people in his life and become the father he wishes he could have had.

    Meanwhile, there's still a whole hockey season to play.

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    A fic where everyone is doing their best, not to mention attempting their therapy homework. But where success and family is not a straight line.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Secret child

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    Shane and Jackie both nearly jumped out of their skin when they heard a loud, metallic bang from across the park. The whole park was suddenly quiet, and the following few seconds felt like they were stretched into minutes. Shane quickly turned around and looked at the playground for his kids, instinctively needing to make sure they were okay. His eyes found them quickly, and relief briefly filled his body. Both kids apparently in one piece and accounted for.

    He kept looking around, his feet now picking up speed as they numbly carried him forward.

    Shane felt a sudden rush of cold over his body. “Where’s Ilya?” he quietly said to himself. He knew Ilya would’ve stayed near their son. So where was he?

     

    OR: Ilya is more than used to hockey injuries. This time, however, his most recent concussion happens off the ice and involves his own child, and no one in the Hollander-Rozanov family handles it well.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Kids