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    30 Jun 2026

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    How many houses constitutes a real estate fetish?

    Shane Hollander has an apartment in Montreal, owns a stack of condos and has a cottage, but rumor has it he just bought a house in the sticks, putting physical distance between himself and the tension with his team. Why the rumors? He allegedly keeps being spotted at grocery stores a half hour from the city.

    Randomly, Ilya Rozanov definitely did buy a place in the sticks, apparently deciding to one-up Shane Hollander's cottage game with a lakehouse in Eastern Ontario. At least, that's what he'll say if anyone asks.

     

    (AKA - Shane and Ilya realize that an hour commute is normal for most people and decide to buy a place in the middle of nowhere Eastern Ontario between Ottawa and Montreal.)

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 4

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    “You are having sex really loudly. Actually your girlfriend. She’s really loud. I have an exam in the morning, or 6 hours from now and I really can’t live under a bridge so please can you guys keep it down?”

    “Not my girlfriend,” his neighbor said, smiling at Shane’s 2AM word vomit.

    “That makes sense,” Shane says without thinking.

    “Why does it make sense?,” his neighbor asked with curiosity sparking in his eyes.

    “She’s moaning like she has something to prove,” Shane said bluntly.

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    or Shane has a hot new neighbor named Ilya Rozanov. Shenanigans ensue.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 6

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    Shane hates losing control and the last several months-years if he's being honest-have been nothing but him trying to grab onto any choice he can make for himself. In the wake of being outed, exiled from the team he's dedicated his life to, and losing everything he's worked so hard for just because of who he fell in love with, Shane does the only thing he can: he runs until he feels like he's far enough away that he can't hear anyone else's opinions.

    It's time for Shane to make a decision, just once, he wants to choose something for himself.
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    chapter one can be read as a standalone

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 2

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    When confronted with Rozanov’s location at Shane’s apartment, Hayden is certain he’s going to murder Shane. Marlow is convinced Shane kidnapped Rozanov.

    Safe to say, neither of those things were happening.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    A private conversation between Shane and Rose goes viral. No, not that one. Another one. One about unrequited love, undiagnosed autism, and a preference for submission. The fallout will be impossible to handle. Especially because Ilya Rozanov probably saw the entire thing.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    My take on Ilya’s Halloween gladiator costume and what happens after 🤭

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    23 Jun 2026

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    It was a dangerous plan.
    Perhaps a foolish one too.
    There were lots of things that could go badly.
    Things they probably hadn't even thought of yet.
    And Rozanov held all the real risk here.

    Or a marriage of convenience fic that starts in 2009 and changes the rest of the story.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 11

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    Sunfyre has had enough of Aegon being in pain. He turns to the dragon who raised him.

    Surely her rider can help his.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Ilya kidnaps Shane after a misunderstanding. Unfortunately for him, irritated brown eyes and freckles are two of Ilya Rozanov's favourite things.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 3

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    Aegon spends the night with Jacaerys before he returns to Dragonstone and decides to flee King's Landing when Viserys dies as a result. He's taking more with him than the clothes on his back and Sunfyre.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander was acutely aware of the following: he is - against his better judgement - completely, madly and truly in love with Ilya Rozanov. (Emphasis on the ‘madly’)
    Shane Hollander was NOT acutely aware of the following: fucking everything else apparently.
    And no, his doctor was not joking.
    Trust him. He asked.

     

    -- Or, Cliff Marleau actually did Shane a massive favor by scrambling his brain like a cracked egg. --

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 3

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    Out of all the Alphas in his family to find him like this, why must it be his terrifying Uncle Aemond? Lucerys's mind despairs. He would've even taken cruel Aegon over the uncle he maimed as a child.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “It was Aegon,” His brother indicted him with a curled lip.

    All eyes turned on him and it was as if Aegon was among them, staring at his own dumbstruck face. “Me?” He asked.

    I think the fuck not, something gut-deep supplied in answer.

    ***

    Aemond throws Aegon under the bus, so Aegon backs the bus over their entire cause and runs over it twice.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    The Old Gods were beyond rage. The Fourteen Flames were ready to raze the world to ash. Everything had gone 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨.

    And so, ancient deities, separated by religion, region, beliefs, and faith, decided to pool their magic in a bid to change 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 10

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    Ilya grew up in a wonderful, supportive family. Irina is alive and knitting. Yuna died. David is distant, demanding. They meet when they are 17. Shane really needs a hat and a hug.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    After being a witness to an horrible accident on the ice, Shane Hollander, riddled with PTSD, surprisingly retires from playing hockey for the NHL in 2015. The reasons for his Retirement are kept confidential and vague, the official statement only mentions an career ending injury.
    He needs years to even manage to set foot into an ice rink again but eventually manages to become an assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs, to reconnect with his beloved sport in some way.

    Ilya Rozanov had dealt with his fathers death and the final fallout with his brother alone. He feels lost and lonely in Boston and never wants to return to Russia. To secure permanent residency in Canada, he approaches a trade to Ottawa, shocking the entire hockey community.
    He won’t admit it to anyone but after Shane Hollander disappeared from the NHL and his life almost 3 years ago, a part of him disappeared too. The Centaurs are currently still the worst team in the devision but something about playing in the hometown of Shane Hollander draws him there.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 7

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    He shook his head. The runaway idea was stupid—there’s no way they’d be able to pull it off and even if they did, there were just so many things that could go wrong. He didn’t know if he could pull off a convincing scheme like this, he knew he’d leave some kind of sign (but what if he was careful)? Plus he had no idea if Ilya would actually be ok with dropping everyone and running—also what about Svetlana, would she be ok with doing all of that? He already felt like he asked Ilya to give up too much despite his reassurances and this would just be another thing he’d be asking Ilya to leave.

    There was just no way that would work—right?

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    Shane and Ilya don't come out to Yuna and David. Instead, they leave everything behind.

    Main storyline is complete!! Anything after is a bonus :)

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 8

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    In late October, Ilya picks up some kind of freakish Canadian flu that dogs him into November.

    It is the weirdest shit. He has to duck out of practice because his nose starts bleeding twice in one week and he wakes up in a hotel in Columbus with another one that leaves stains on the pillow. On the flight back to Ottawa, Hazy drops into the seat next to Ilya midflight and asks, "This isn't, like, a cocaine thing, right?"

    Ilya laughs so hard it's probably a little rude.

    They have a plan. Ilya's body has a different plan.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 3

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    It’s Ilya who brings it up. He’s in his kitchen, making himself some kind of soup that Shane is already searching for recipes of—it’s called rassolnik. Leaning with one hip against the counter, he asks, “What about your sex dungeon?”

    “I don’t have a sex dungeon,” Shane says, both grossed out and intrigued by the idea.

    “The apartment, moya lyubov,” Ilya replies, fondness sheathed in annoyance. He slurps loudly, laughing when Shane makes a face at him over their video call. “What will you do with the apartment?”

    “Sell it, maybe.”

    --

    Or, Shane doesn't sell the secret-sex-apartment building. He starts renting it out, and somehow ends up with a gaggle of Russian tenants-turned-friends, several stray cats, and one very spoiled hamster.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 4

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