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“I’m a normal size.”
“No,” Buck says, insistent. “It’s— it’s thick, Eddie. Like— a real handful thick.”
Eddie ducks his head, swallowing hard. “I’m a— grower. By your definition. It gets bigger.”
Buck is still staring at him. Eddie does not look back. “Like an inch bigger?”
Grabbing his beer from the table, Eddie takes the last sip, hoping the chill of it will be some kind of cool balm over the flames within. It doesn’t help much. Quietly, he answers, “More.”
Buck gasps, loud and theatrical. “More?”
“Yes. Alright?” Eddie says tightly, his body flushes hotly. “More.”
A long second ticks by.
Abruptly and a little loudly, Buck asks, “Eddie, how big is your cock?”
Or: Buck finds out Eddie is hung. Seriously hung. This is mindblowing information to possess, apparently.
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12 Jul 2026
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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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11 Jul 2026
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“Buck,” Eddie manages, voice faint. “I’m trying to be—professional.”
“You’re trying to let me down easy,” Buck replies quietly. “Right. Because I don’t know what I’m doing. Because I’m your TA. Because I’m young. Am I right?”
Eddie stays quiet for a beat, pulse thundering in his ears. He is right. Eddie told him as much the last time he was in this office.
“I-I know what I want, Eddie,” Buck says eventually, filling the silence. “I know what I’m doing. I came onto you. I’ve been trying to make you notice me for— for months, man. I wanted you to look at me.”
Like his gaze is pulled by Buck’s words alone, Eddie lifts his head. Their eyes meet. Buck’s are so pretty—mile-long flaxen lashes framing the nicest blue Eddie has ever seen.
“Yeah,” Buck breathes out, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Like that.”
Or: Professor Eddie Diaz and his frat boy TA.
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- Part 3 of ngl prompts.
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06 Jul 2026
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“Jesus, man, no. It’d jostle my shoulder too much. I’ll just wait it out till it hurts less.”
Buck stills, hand pausing mid-rummage.
A beat of silence.
“I could help,” he says softly.
What?
“Run that by me again?”
“I could—” Buck pulls the Fleshlight out of the bag and sets it on the countertop. Oh. Okay. That’s there now. A Fleshlight on his kitchen counter. Jesus Christ. “I could help. It wouldn’t be a big deal. I wouldn’t even be touching you, it’d just be … a—you know—helping hand.”
A helping hand. Eddie feels like he’s been cracked over the head by a heavy object, but sure, it’s just a helping hand. Nothing to worry about. Nothing to question.
Jesus.
Eddie should cut this conversation off. He should also stop staring at the Fleshlight like it’s a grenade about to go off.
Buck shrugs. “It’s practical. It’d—it’d solve your problem, right?”
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Kinktober day three: sex toys
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06 Jul 2026
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“Yeah,” Eddie breathes out, nodding. “Yeah. I’ll be your first.”
“We don’t have to,” Buck rushes out, eyes half-lidded. “I just—”
“Please,” Eddie says urgently, cutting Buck off. “I want to.”
Buck seems to catch on, then, a grin spreading across his face as he ruts against Eddie’s hand. “Ye– Yeah? You wanna pop my cherry, Eddie?”
OR: Buck and Eddie lose their virginities together. Kind of.
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06 Jul 2026