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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Shane Hollander is under the fair assumption that he is gay.

    But with Ilya playing his last year with the Boston Raiders, Shane is struggling with having to be kept at a distance from his boyfriend.

    Having an alarming amount of time to overthink things, he begins to wonder if being in a clandestine relationship with Ilya for nearly a decade made attraction to another impossible, and maybe he isn’t completely gay.

    Perhaps he simply hasn’t met the right person – or the wrong person depending on how you look at that kind of situation.

    Incidentally the Metros just hired psychologically problematic Machiavellian twins Clarke “Lark” Tudor, the team’s new physician and Hawkins “Hawk” Tudor the team's new physical trainer.

    Life is not as black and white as we assume, it can be gray, messy and hard, mistakes are often made and hearts are often broken.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Ch 3

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    Saying that being two of the most visible professional hockey players and secret lovers/rivals is stressful would be the understatement of the century.

    The constant restraint Shane and Ilya must outwardly display has started to erode their gentler nature, one day after too many drinks they decided seek out a place to safely explore the darker side of their sexuality.

    Leading them to the Obsidian House.

    Dynamics between people who enter the “House” vary from person to person, dominant/submissive, alpha/omega, master/slave. This consensual exchange of power, control and authority is seductive and just they were looking for, mutually decided to explore with a female submissive.

    Brooklyn "Rook" Hawthorn has never seen the faces of two men who have been dominating her for months, she requested to be blindfolded, only knowing them by their touch, kisses, and distinct voices.

    She never worried about privacy at The Obsidian House. Statistically the chances of her running into the men, let alone knowing who they are outside of the House is practically implausible. Right?

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Ch 11

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    What if Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander had the perfect beard?
    Lily-Jane Smith is just a normal girl living her quiet hermit life in a secluded corner of Montreal, running from a past she doesn’t talk about and minding her own business. She livestreams. She freelances. She avoids people.
    Then she befriends her landlord.
    Unfortunately, her landlord is Shane Hollander — NHL golden boy, walking media frenzy, and deeply closeted disaster.
    Now her peaceful routine includes sold-out arenas, terrible stadium poutine, icing bruises after intense games, and pretending to be the loving girlfriend of two hockey superstars while secretly covering for their very intense, very secret relationship with their biggest rival.
    Yes. That rivalry.
    It’s fine. She’s fine. They’re fine.
    It’s just a tiny lavender marriage situation.
    Minor complication: she may or may not have developed a massive crush on her best friend/fake boyfriend’s boyfriend’s teammate — who, for obvious reasons, thinks she’s dating said best friend’s boyfriend.
    Totally normal. Not messy at all.
    What could possibly go wrong?

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Ch 34

  4. Public Bookmark 85

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    For 10 years Shane and Ilya have been a steady constant in one another’s lives - connected by their shared love of hockey, fear of retribution and judgment due to being together, a profound mutual respect, attraction and deep love for each other.

    But there is a connection between them that they have never known about - that connection is you.

    You entered their lives at two different times since their rookie season – both of them have broken your heart, leaving you emotionally damaged and wary of everyone, in response to their callousness - you disappeared from their lives in such a way that it was almost like you never existed at all. The action left them both confused with unanswered questions that haunted them privately.

    Everything that happens, everything choice that is made, the things you fight the hardest to avoid, always have a habit of coming back around at some point and making you face your past even if the result could prove to be psychologically catastrophic for Shane, Ilya and yourself.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Ch 33

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    Recently life threw you for one hell of a curve that you were emotionally unprepared for, so needing to basically reset your bodies entire nervous system, you impulsively run from your troubles – renting a cabin on a secluded lake in Ottawa.

    Conversely, your self-imposed healing exile is interrupted abruptly when you meet the neighbors, professional hockey players Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov – not that you had any idea who they were initially, you didn’t really follow hockey.

    Being a biochemical engineer for the US military has taught you that every action has consequences, even if the action was paradoxical and involuntary. Ilya and Shane are extremely driven and prevailing men, who have constantly struggled to keep their depraved animalistic need for absolute dominance at bay.

    Voluntarily choosing to become emotionally and physically entwined with Shane and Ilya – freely submitting to their chaos and control, is an insane choice to make, and the implosion that could occur if things go wrong could be catastrophic for everyone close enough to the fallout.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Ch 33