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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Wolfbird by OpalApparition

    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    In which Shane's relationship with Rose unfolds the way it does on screen, but Ilya's father dies right before All-Star Weekend 2017. They have yet to reconnect, but Shane wants to find a way for them. He decides to come out to his team, starting with management, that spring. The Montreal Metros make it clear that they will not be the league's trailblazer for queer players and terminate his contract. The Admirals lose in game seven.

    In June, Shane goes to Wimbledon with his parents. Instead of a Swedish princess, he meets the CEO of the Swedish Hockey League and makes the decision to leave North America. As a veteran playing for the Växjö Lakers, Shane becomes a mentor to guys trying to go pro in North America. Guys like his linemate, Derek Briggs.

    Years later, Briggs makes the Ottawa Centaurs out of camp. The Centaurs' plane makes an emergency landing, Ilya still sends Shane those messages, but Shane doesn't answer.

    (Or so Ilya thinks.)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Everything they Say by DistantStorm

     

    In which Shane's relationship with Rose unfolds the way it does on screen, but Ilya's father dies right before All-Star Weekend 2017. They have yet to reconnect, but Shane wants to find a way for them. He decides to come out to his team, starting with management, that spring. The Montreal Metros make it clear that they will not be the league's trailblazer for queer players and terminate his contract. The Admirals lose in game seven.

    In June, Shane goes to Wimbledon with his parents. Instead of a Swedish princess, he meets the CEO of the Swedish Hockey League and makes the decision to leave North America. As a veteran playing for the Växjö Lakers, Shane becomes a mentor to guys trying to go pro in North America. Guys like his linemate, Derek Briggs.

    Years later, Briggs makes the Ottawa Centaurs out of camp. The Centaurs' plane makes an emergency landing, Ilya still sends Shane those messages, but Shane doesn't answer.

    (Or so Ilya thinks.)

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    06 Jun 2026

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    #42 Shane Hollander by impetuous

    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Alligator Bites Never Heal by flawlessassholes

    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    TL;DR: It's like Friends meets Almost Famous with HR incidents and better oatmeal continuity.

    Shane Hollander is a freelance concert photographer with a day job at a camera shop, a bank account in active distress, and a long-standing professional fixation on Ilya Rozanov, front man of the Russian rock band Rozanov. Professional. Definitely professional.

    For years, Shane has shot Ilya from the pit: first three songs, no flash, get the shot, get out. Then Rozanov’s lead guitarist gets arrested at the border, the tour starts rearranging itself around disaster, and Shane finds himself getting closer to the machine than any photographer is supposed to get.

    A photo pass becomes a backstage pass. A backstage pass becomes a job. Access becomes proximity.

    And proximity, unfortunately, has consequences.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    First Three, No Flash by frenetic_muse

    TL;DR: It's like Friends meets Almost Famous with HR incidents and better oatmeal continuity.

    Shane Hollander is a freelance concert photographer with a day job at a camera shop, a bank account in active distress, and a long-standing professional fixation on Ilya Rozanov, front man of the Russian rock band Rozanov. Professional. Definitely professional.

    For years, Shane has shot Ilya from the pit: first three songs, no flash, get the shot, get out. Then Rozanov’s lead guitarist gets arrested at the border, the tour starts rearranging itself around disaster, and Shane finds himself getting closer to the machine than any photographer is supposed to get.

    A photo pass becomes a backstage pass. A backstage pass becomes a job. Access becomes proximity.

    And proximity, unfortunately, has consequences.

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    Shane was there when Ilya got the call, his arm heavy across Ilya's stomach, like even in sleep he could tell something was trying to take Ilya away from him.

    When Boston realize Ilya wants out, they send him to the highest bidder. The highest bidder is LA.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    This year's wine

    Shane was there when Ilya got the call, his arm heavy across Ilya's stomach, like even in sleep he could tell something was trying to take Ilya away from him.

    When Boston realize Ilya wants out, they send him to the highest bidder. The highest bidder is LA.

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    Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
    Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Boys Will Be Boys by Fangirl_Shrieks

    Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
    Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing. The system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.

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    28 May 2026

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    win conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)

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    The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.

    These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.

    All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.

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    28 May 2026

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    the secret society of stick handlers by gurlsrool

    The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals

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    Yuna getting stuck in an elevator with Ilya for two hours doesn't change everything... but it changes some things. Like Yuna getting to be on a first-name basis with Ilya a full year before her son is.

    (Part 2 (the smutty part) is not actually essential reading if you are not in the mood for smut!)

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    28 May 2026

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    It starts in an elevator by Sporkess

    Yuna getting stuck in an elevator with Ilya for two hours doesn't change everything... but it changes some things. Like Yuna getting to be on a first-name basis with Ilya a full year before her son is.

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    28 May 2026

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    I Hope This Email Finds You Before I Do by papisadhu

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    The series for "freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose" and its sequel, "and the band's playing hail to the chief", future-fics that were written in the hiatus between S2 and S3. They've now been thoroughly Jossed, of course.

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    28 May 2026

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    The series for "freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose" and its sequel, "and the band's playing hail to the chief", future-fics that were written in the hiatus between S2 and S3. They've now been thoroughly Jossed, of course.

    synecdochic

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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    28 May 2026

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    The chips are set to fall by icopythefax

    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    I Keep Telling Myself, I'm Not the Desperate Type + Trying to Forget Everything That Isn't You by OrYouCouldHaveMine

    Uni AU, loser, stoner frat bro Ilya, pining after popular, jock Shane

    Stupid fucking hot

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    Meet Tony Grenier. He has it all — piles of money, slightly faded stardom, two kids he loves, and a young, hot, hockey-star boyfriend in Sean McCallum. Tony even has the beginnings of a second career going strong in the front office of an AHL team.

    And then Cally wakes up one day with no memory of Tony, his own past, or even how to play hockey. Tony faces the emergency in front of him because the future is too far down the road to worry about.

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    12 Nov 2024

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    Too Far Down the Road by SoniaVice

    Meet Tony Grenier. He has it all — piles of money, slightly faded stardom, two kids he loves, and a young, hot, hockey-star boyfriend in Sean McCallum. Tony even has the beginnings of a second career going strong in the front office of an AHL team.

    And then Cally wakes up one day with no memory of Tony, his own past, or even how to play hockey. Tony faces the emergency in front of him because the future is too far down the road to worry about.

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    After millennia of lonely wandering, a derelict starship decides to incorporate a human mathematician into its hardware and software. Of course, the Ancients have rules about that kind of thing. So does the USAF’s most stubborn colonel.

    A transhumanist fairytale that takes place on a matter wave traveling faster than light. An epic saga of love and loss and loyalty. A song of machine yearning.

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    23 Mar 2024

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    https://cleanwhiteroom.blogspot.com/2022/01/hey-kids-reintroduction.html#more

    Force over Distance by cleanwhiteroom

    After millennia of lonely wandering, a derelict starship decides to incorporate a human mathematician into its hardware and software. Of course, the Ancients have rules about that kind of thing. So does the USAF’s most stubborn colonel.

    A transhumanist fairytale that takes place on a matter wave traveling faster than light. An epic saga of love and loss and loyalty. A song of machine yearning.

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    How to set up a bookmarklet that applies a saved set of filters to any works or bookmarks listing page on AO3

    (Bookmarklets are a bit fiddly on mobile, but very much doable—and functional. Since I've done all the coding already, you can just follow the instructions without worrying about that. ;D)


    GitHub version (more technical) || Tumblr version (with screenshots for Chrome on Android)

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    Jack was still not quite sure how Darling had managed to swing them a shared staircase with no one else on it for their final year. "Interlopers, my dear Jonathan," Darling had said, "are not to be borne in this, our collegiate idyll."

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    10 Apr 2020

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    Darling and the Cinderella Club

    Jack was still not quite sure how Darling had managed to swing them a shared staircase with no one else on it for their final year. "Interlopers, my dear Jonathan," Darling had said, "are not to be borne in this, our collegiate idyll."
    Emilyenrose

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    Hugh Ransom Drysdale has been in prison, serving a twenty year sentence.

    Marta Cabrera has been adjusting to her family's new life as millionaires, living in Harlan Thrombey's mansion.

    Unfortunately, Ransom is out on parole after only two years, and has no place else to go...

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    27 Mar 2020

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    make you dirty, make me clean by neonheartbeat

    Hugh Ransom Drysdale has been in prison, serving a twenty year sentence.

    Marta Cabrera has been adjusting to her family's new life as millionaires, living in Harlan Thrombey's mansion.

    Unfortunately, Ransom is out on parole after only two years, and has no place else to go...

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