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    It was a zoomed-in image of what was unmistakably Shane’s hand, gripping white sheets in ecstasy.
    His wedding band was on his finger.
    Ilya began to, quite reasonably in his opinion, choke on his own spit.
    “There’s more where that came from,” Rose said simply, grinning at walking away.
    Mouth wide, eyes popping from his head, Ilya scanned the crowd for his husband. When he spotted him, he saw Shane having a conversation with his dad, his face completely blank even as his eyes flickered to Ilya for just a millisecond.
    “Roz! My man, how are you?” Cliff Marleau asked as he walked over to Ilya, beaming.
    “I am…I am going to die, I think,” he answered hollowly, wondering what ‘more’ meant.

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    In which Shane Hollander does a boudoir shoot and gives 5 photos to Ilya during their wedding reception.
    Obviously, they end up fucking about it.

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  2. Public Bookmark 69

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    "What do I have to do with anything? And obviously I can fight, I play professional hockey, I–”

    “No Shane,” Rose laughed, louder this time. “She’s saying she wants Ilya. That she’ll fight you for him. It’s a…a thing. A saying, it’s…”

    But Shane wasn’t listening. He was too busy digesting that information, fury and an unfamiliar amount of possessiveness flooding his body in such levels he suddenly felt lightheaded, a plan formulating in his brain.

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  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    "Like what if I think dudes can be hot but only one dude is like...hot in his brain? In his…heart?"
    There was a cut-off laugh. "Shane–"
    "I'm serious!" He was thoroughly regretting this, now.
    "I know, that's why it's funny! But can you...explain a little?" she asked, clearly trying to be patient.
    "Like..." he sighed, trying to think back to past times, that last time. "You know when you’re attracted to someone?”
    “Vaguely,” Rose laughed, sounding like she was rolling her eyes. “Explain.”
    “Like. Oh my god.” He rubbed at his face, mortified. Like…you want your…your bodies to touch and stuff? Like it feels like a magnet, or like a fire, or like…like..”
    Now it sounded like Rose was choking. “Yes, I have wanted to touch bodies with someone before,” she replied, tone lilting.
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    Or, Shane realizes that he's no just gay, he's in LOVE.

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  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    Ilya gazed down at him, expression reverent. “You are beautiful. You know this?” he asked, panting a little, too. “Just like this, here, for me. Is okay, that not everybody understands. Because you are mine. This is ours.”
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    Even after moving to the Centaurs, not everyone is completely accepting of Ilya and Shane's relationship. Reporters call them distractions, cheaters, names that make shame well up in Shane's chest.
    Ilya reminds Shane that it doesn't matter, though. Nobody can take away what they have.
    (He reminds him by fucking him, of course)

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  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    It was the nicknames that really got to him, though. As they sat around the dinner table, it was ‘Sveta,’ this and ‘Ilushka,’ that. Shane felt like he was an outsider to a very exclusive club that the others had not even considered giving him membership to. And what was with the name, anyway? Ilushka was longer than Ilya! Why was she calling him that?
    So he decided to resort to a good, old-fashioned Google rabbit hole, educating himself on everything he could about the Russian language in the span of one evening.
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    In which Shane overthinks the concept of nicknames and Ilya talks some sense into him, then helps him relax in a way only he can.

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