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    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
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    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “No?” Shane asks. He tightens his grip, watching as Ilya’s flush turns white around his fingers. “No you’re not a brat? No you’re not pathetic? No you’re not as stupid as a puppy?”

    Ilya pants into the space between them. Shane smiles, forcing Ilya’s head up and down and up and down and-

    “Yes you are? You are all those things?”

    Ilya struggles against his hold, thumping his head into the wall behind him in his efforts to shake his head ‘no’. Shane digs his nails in, drawing a quiet whimper from Ilya.

    “Good,” he whispers. “Glad we’re on the same page, at least.”

    (Or, Ilya is bratting by not playing well. Shane sees and takes him apart when they get home.)

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    08 Jul 2026

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    If you ever need an instant turn on

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    19 May 2026

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    Ilya buys Shane a Polaroid camera for their first Christmas together, and Shane finds a new favorite subject to photograph.

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    Five times Ilya secretly wrote about his relationship with Shane through cryptic photos and social media posts, and one time he didn't have to.

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    13 May 2026

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    Exhaustion had never hit Ilya quite like this before. He always expected a mid-season slump; anyone would after months of grueling physical activity. But these last few years in Ottawa—they've drained Ilya.

    Sure, they've started winning more. They aren't exactly scrapping the bottom of the barrel anymore, but playoff hopes were still a ways away. And, for Stanley Cup champion Ilya Rozanov who ate, slept, and breathed winning, it sort of felt like his soul was being slowly sucked out of his body.

    It was all worth it to be closer to Shane. Of course it was. It was so, so worth it to see him and hold him more than four times during the season and in stolen moments during the summer that Ilya clung to like a lifeline. He would do it all over again and again and again, just to see Shane—his Shane—smile.

    But he wishes it wasn't so fucking exhausting.

    or; ilya is very tired after a long roadie and after a fight with dallas kent on the ice, he accidentally tells a room full of reporters that all he wants to do is go take a very long nap with his boyfriend.

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    02 May 2026