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Kenma trudges into the livinng room, ignoring the ongoing voices as he walks to the kitchen. Curling in on himself.
Don't talk to me.
Don't talk to me.
Don't talk to me.
"Hey, Kenma!" Hinata calls out, sending a wide tooth grin.
Dammit. He really didn’t want to interact today.
Or, Mentally stressed and touch-starved Kenma who stumbles into BokuAkaKuro and falls in love through his journey of finding himself again.
UNDER MAINTENANCE!!! NOT ABANDONED!
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“You seem out of it today.” Kuroo frowns and Oikawa holds back the bile rising in his throat. The taste of vomit distasteful and stinging in his throat as he forces it down with a cup of coffee.
“I’m always out of it.”
Perhaps that was the wrong thing to say, because Oikawa fucking despised and the curled look of anguish on Daichi’s face.
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- Part 2 of Searching For A Place To Belong
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“I’m pathetic…” He shrugs, tears welling up in his wide brown eyes and a bitter smile pulls onto his face.
“You aren’t, you’re not. You are not pathetic…your lonely.”
Oikawa snorts, glancing up at Daichi with a weak smile. “No, I am. I’m stuck in the same place I’ve always been, chasing comfort in places that I don’t belong in”
“Tooru…” Kuroo frowns, “You do know you are always welcome here right? You will always have a place with me and Dai..”
“I don’t. I don’t belong with either of you, nor do the two of you belong with me. You keep me close, we have sex and you two comfort me because you care…not because you love me…and not because I love you.”
Or, In trying so hard to chase for comfort Oikawa slowly loses himself in the process.
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- Part 1 of Searching For A Place To Belong
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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19 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is my Angel by codiwill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.
He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.
Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.
A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.
“What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.
No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.
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Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.
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19 Jun 2026
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When Ilya gets into a car accident on his way back from the cottage and wakes up having lost the last half year of his memories, Shane’s world crumbles.
He keeps telling himself that Ilya will remember, that everything will go back to how it was before, but it’s hard to keep holding on to that hope when Ilya looks at him with so much distrust and hurt in his eyes.Having just spent two wonderful weeks at Shane’s cottage, Ilya’s newfound bliss is cut short when he wakes up in a hospital and the last thing he remembers is playing a game against the Metros back in winter.
Stuck in his head with his most recent memories following shortly after the tuna melt disaster, he has a hard time figuring out why Shane Hollander keeps showing up at his hospital room. It’s not like they’re even on speaking terms, right?- Language:
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13 Jun 2026
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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12 Jun 2026
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Tubes of Neon Light, Shattered by bluerosebouquet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Apr 2026
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Ilya had become very skilled at making people feel like he wanted them. It was an advantage that he had honed to a very fine point.
He made them feel like they were the only person in the world, that they would be the exception to the rule; that the stripper would fall for them, would throw away his, in their eyes, sad, pathetic life to be taken away in their yachts and private planes and all the rest of it. He didn’t want any of that, but his skill in making them think that he did had made him a lot of money.
It was also, almost every time, a complete lie.
Ilya had never felt anything for any of them. It was a performance, just like his routine on the stage. He crawled to them, danced on them, felt their cocks get hard beneath his thighs, and left them with a wink and the ghost of a smile, so that they would be eager to come back for more.
He had only broken that rule once, and he had learned his lesson.
He would never do that again.
A Tubes of Neon Light, Refracted companion.
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- Part 2 of Tubes 'Verse
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11 Jun 2026