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    “You still haven't told me how we ended up here again,” Theo asked, gently stroking the back of his hand.

    "Brett was angry with me" Liam replied "so angry, at practice he treated me badly, in the locker room he treated me badly and I just... I didn't know what to do except stay silent"

    "You shouldn't have stayed silent" was all Theo could comment, having a hard time imagining Liam inert enough not to react.

    "A couple of weeks later there was a match and we lost" Liam continued, the lump in his throat evident "it was bad, it was an important match but just... we were unlucky"

    "Liam, it could happe-"

    "But Brett blamed it on me" Liam interrupted him, crushing his hand.

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    Liam finally tell someone how was for him getting diagnosed with IED

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    08 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    “I’m still fuckin’ breathin’, sir,” Johnny slurs, like speaking is getting the best of him, “‘nd so’re you.”

    “But you almost weren’t, and that’s bad enough. Price is nuts-deep in the paperwork you caused him even now. Be prepared for an earful the second you’re cleared from medical.”

    “Even now? Ghost, how long was I out?”

    “Eleven days. You lost a kidney. You almost lost your life.” Those eleven days may as well have been eleven lifetimes. “You almost crashed twice. Your heart’s in rough shape from the tissue swelling around it. How many times do you need to be told to follow your goddamn orders?”

    Soap smiles weakly and opens his eyes a crack. The whites of them are very faintly yellowed, but his irises are as blue as ever. He gives Ghost’s hand as much of a squeeze as he can muster, which isn’t much given how out of it he still is. “I wouldn’t be half the man I am if I always followed orders.”

    Ghost hates that Soap’s right.

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    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    Maybe his biological clock is ticking? He's at that age where it's a fine line before he's the old dad at graduation who gets mistaken for being a grandpa. Maybe he just wants kids with Evan more than he's ever wanted them with anyone. Maybe it's all of those things, but he knows that he can't actually get Evan pregnant. Evan is a cisgender man with absolutely none of the equipment needed to carry a child.

    But fuck if Tommy doesn't want to try.

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    Written for Make it Sexy (For BuckTommy) March Day Three: Breeding Kink (alternate prompt).

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    20 Jun 2026

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    They both know what’s coming.

    It’s not here yet, but it’s circling. Close.

    Ghost finally pulled his hood down. Unzipped his jacket. He stayed standing by the desk, still as anything.

    “Last chance to back out.”

    Soap snorted.

    “Don’t be thick.”

    Ghost didn’t look away.

    “I mean it.”

    Soap leaned back on his elbows.

    “So do I.”

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    Ghost goes into rut and is absolutely not a control freak about it. Soap disagrees.

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Soap had a craving.

    He longed to be chased, bolting through the forest as a beast ran hot on his heels, driven by the primal instinct of desire.

    He wanted to be caught eventually, pinned to the floor and be completely at the mercy of his pursuer. It didn't matter how much he struggled.

    It was a difficult fantasy to fulfill. He was a big guy, packed with strong, lean muscle and a fighting capability that would put most alphas to shame. Not many could hold him down the way he wanted.

    Thankfully, he knew just the alpha for the job.

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    17 Jun 2026