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somehow i'm moving on and it pains me by warsfeil
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Feb 2025
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"Generally speaking," Dazai says, and he doesn't sound anything like the Dazai that Chuuya knows, "I can't imagine I'd go through the effort of faking my death when dying is both easier to achieve and more of a pleasant experience. Though it depends on the how and the why, of course."
"Bastard, stop talking in circles and–"
"Boss, huh?" Dazai says, and Chuuya breaks off. It sounds wrong, from Dazai, and Chuuya lets Dazai go. Dazai drops down to both knees, and then sits there, gazing past Chuuya and looking at the makeshift shrine on the imposing wooden desk. There's something dark in his gaze, and it's almost comforting. Almost, because it's familiar; it's a knife in the darkness that Chuuya has watched bring down hundreds of people.
"What," Chuuya snaps. "Going to tell me you want the position back?"
"Back," Dazai murmurs, drumming his fingers on his knees before he finally climbs back up to his feet. His hands go into his pockets, his posture relaxed and easy, and none of it makes any sense. "Chuuya, was I really?"
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In which Dazai of the Beast light novel the Dazai of canon swap places and have to solve some mysteries to return home. Or try to, at least.
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04 Jun 2026
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“We should position our troops throughout the pass. The enemy—” Ding. Ding. “—has no choice but to—” Ding. Ding.
Atsushi’s attention was pulled away from the advisor and back on the cat hybrid who with every flick of his tail, rang the silver bell tied to the end.
Ding. Ding. Ding. Ding.
“Dazai,” Nakahara snapped. “Stop ringing that damned thing and come here already.” Looking far too pleased with himself, the hybrid slunk over to the prince.
Or: Second Prince Nakahara Chuuya is a well-respected figure both in battle and in the war room and few would challenge his authority. Even if he has the peculiar habit of bringing his clingy cat hybrid pet into strategy meetings.
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Dazai's normally boring morning was shattered when a small pair of arms wrapped themselves around his knees and big azure eyes blinked up at him partnered with a stupidly happy grin.
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Chuuya is hit with an ability that reverses his age.
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17 May 2026
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"You’ll what?”
“You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”
“I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.
Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”
Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.
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toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible
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- Part 5 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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19 Apr 2026
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BEAST CHUUYA AND UNSTABLE LONELY OG DAZAI
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Hell is Wherever I'm with You by UnicornPopcorn14
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Sep 2024
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If Dazai is anything, he is a perseverer. A stupidly incredible one, at that. Big deal if he passed out after taking a nasty blow. Mori will patch him up and he’ll bounce back in a few days like this was all but a ‘whoops, how silly of me!’ moment.
But he realized after he called for back-up and took Dazai’s pulse like the practice demanded that… no.
He’d… overestimated Dazai’s alleged perseverance.
Or: Dazai refuses to breathe. Chuuya has plenty of say in that matter.
Now available as a PODFIC!!! (Read by the Author)