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    Even at 11 years old, Sam could tell. Could see that Cas liked him, but not as much as he liked Dean, and could see that Cas will never look at him the way he looked at Dean. It bothered him. For he had never been jealous of anything his brother had. Never. Until Castiel walked through their door.

    Fast forward 17 years into the future, Sam, now 28, had just landed a job as an associate at Milton Adler, one of Manhattan’s largest law firms. He was ready to impress his new employers and start making a name for himself as a lawyer, except he soon found out that his new boss was none other than Castiel, his brother’s high school best friend and Sam’s first love. Sure, they were close before, but Sam was young and foolish then, and they ended up growing apart. Now, things were becoming very awkward for Sam, because Cas wasn’t showing signs that he knew him at all, and Sam was beginning to realize that his first love never really went away, even after all these years.

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    22 May 2026

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    Jody is beginning to think maybe Dean is just never coming back. Perhaps this search is going to take his whole life and she’s going to be saddled with taking care of a traumatised, barely functioning Sam Winchester until the day he dies (which, with the way things are going, is going to be pretty damn soon).

    That’s cynical. Trying not to be is so hard though.

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    14 May 2026

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    Sam Winchester is standing barefoot in the middle of her backyard. Now, this alone is weird enough, but combined with the fact that all he’s wearing in this sub-ten-degree weather are boxers and a light shirt, and he hasn’t moved an inch in the whole five minutes she's stood at the back door watching him, Jody’s starting to feel more than just a little concerned.

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    14 May 2026

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    A case too close to home triggers a resurgence of night terrors in Sam - but is that really all they are?

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    14 May 2026

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    This is… amazing

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    "So, I mean, yeah, I didn't know about the shtriga, or the poltergeist in DC or the shifter in New Orleans, but I was still there, you know? I just didn't know they were monsters, that's all."

    Dean has never really considered what their childhood must have looked like from Sam's perspective, back when they were still keeping the truth from him. He might have been better off not knowing.

    (Written for the prompt: "an old memory, recontextualized")

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    12 May 2026