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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    “Kiss me.” Desperate.

    “What?” Confused.

    “Now, Redfield.” Demanding. 

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    Chris and Leon clash on a mission, but with both their judgements clouded by suppressed feelings they decide to go it their own way.

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    “You weren’t exactly making it easy to focus on my workout when you were looking at me like you wanted to be bent over the weight bench, baby.” His voice came out rough, low and right next to Leon’s ear. A shiver ran its way down the younger man’s spine at the feeling of Chris’s warm breath, desire filling him once again.
    Needing to get the upper hand back, Leon turned to lean even closer to the larger man, making direct eye contact. “Why don’t you take me home and show me actually what you think I want, daddy.”

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    15 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Death always follows me, killing the people dear to me.”

    “Lucky for you: I don’t die that easily.”

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    After the mission Chris had pulled him into, Leon was not doing fine. The ghosts of his past came back to haunt him more than before, and he could feel himself slipping. At least he had a mini-fridge waiting for him back at the hotel, something to drown it all out and forget the pain.

    But Chris was not letting it go. He kept pushing, kept demanding answers, kept trying to pull Leon back into reality when Leon wasn’t sure he wanted to be there.

    Why was everyone so persistent in trying to help him? Why was Chris so angry with him?

    Leon didn’t know. And for the first time, he wasn’t sure he wanted to find out.

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    Trauma does things to people, changes them irreversibly and makes therapy the only way out to learn how to handle the new pain. The pain, which no bandaid or ointment in this world can soothe.

    Leon S. Kennedy knows this all too well. His head is never silent. Not after Raccoon City and certainly not after Spain. He survived, completed the mission, but at what cost?
    When Jason choked him during their final fight, Leon's head had became blissfully silent for a mere second. When acid hit and ate through his skin while he saved Claire, the same thing happened. When Leon experimentally put out a cigarette onto his own skin, he proved the hypothesis.

    The real pain silenced his internalised pain, made it far more bearable. It drags Leon down memory lane and into taking risks, he probably should not take, finally making people call him Leon "Slut" Kennedy to mock him.

    Finally, China reveals what he tried to hide at all cost.

    Or: Leon gets tired of his life due to all of the trauma he has been through. He finds that inflicting physical pain helps to quiet his mind. Thanks to Jack Krauser's teachings, however, he requires someone else to inflict it.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Chris keeps throwing subtle glances towards Leon as they advance through the dark tunnels only illuminated by their flashlights. 

    Something is wrong with Leon. Chris just knows it.

    The way he had pulled away from Chris as if he’d been burned, the paleness of his face and the sheer fear he’d read in his eyes when he’d shone the light on his face…

    Even now, Leon’s stance is rigid, the tension in his shoulders visible as is the tightness of his grip around his handgun.

    More strangely, there’s also a scent following in Leon’s wake. There shouldn't be one since Leon is a beta. 

    It confuses Chris. He doesn’t know what to make of it all.

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    Leon's true nature as an omega has been skillfully hidden since his recruitment in USSTRATCOM, at least until his heat suppressants fail him in the middle of an op. He's now stuck in the middle of nowhere with danger lurking in every corner, about to experience his first heat in eight years in the company of Chris Redfield, an alpha as luck would have it...

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    07 Jun 2026